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Fa is a pretty princess who lives in a huge court. her neighbor is Queen Victoria VIII who just delivered her newborn prince. fa adores the colour pink veryy much :D she loves the instant noodles so much.

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that's true. most of the people i am close with knows this very well. i prefer to die young rather than dying old. why? i just don't know. isn't this just random? bahhh.


i was pampered like a princess since in womb. mum sings to me, dad counts to me, n my diet never goes wrong. i wasn't introduced to the world until the fourteenth day of the sabbath month comes. it was '93 by then, at sjmc. i grew up getting whatever i wanted. n even getting whatever i didin't even wish to have. not to brag, but i used to eat at expensive restaurants, plus, my dad was working as a excutive accountant for a well-known golf resort. and because of that, the whole family gets to indulge at every restaurant there are in the resort for every single day. say it, japanese, fusion, oriental, lounge, buffet hotel, i was too adapted to these places. plus dad owns a red sportcar-i can't recall the model-with built in speakers. i started enrolling in an international playschool. i was given a reward on my first day of school-a recordable toy radio.-and my life was perfectly luxurious. but it doesn't last as long as i wanted it to be.

A sister was born.Dad had to sell the car, n get another car which could comfortably fit us both.
I started off kindergarten, sister joins the playschool after me. internationals, of course. everything should be the best for us. the best out of the very bests. imma R.E.A.L kid, same goes to my sis n bros.

we moved from a big house to an apartment i am living in now. why? because we have a little baby brother this time. i was seven when he's one. mum n dad searched for the best international school, and they found one. but thinking about my other siblings, can they cover these bloody expenses? let's cut some dollars, then. oho, yes, they did, i was a SK Seafield 3 student. every 20 minutes of school break, mum would come, driving in her car into the school, n called me in. and guess what? while those other students were eating in the canteen,enduring the sun heat, i am in the car, enjoying the cooling aircond, n my fresh packed snack. i started to have friends, my bests actually, childhood friends, i'd say. and they were, Nicholas, Jeremy, Daniel, Damien, Andrew, Maizatul, Diyana, n lots more. From Nick to Andrew, their mum always come to pay a visit during school break, same thing my mum did.

years passed, n and the family tree extends its twig. a baby boy. bye bye old car, hello new big car. yep, it's the one's i'm riding on now. b4 getting our foot onto that car, there were lots of confusions. i don't know what kind of confusions are they, but it made us rent a white Saga, which was so uncomfortable. i started to hate my life. where is my princess life? then the next thing i remembered was, the white Saga transforms itself to a white van. not really transformed, of course, but as in 'dad changed the rented car'. i began to suck my life. soon after, the new big car came to the rescue.

i grew older, holding responsibilities as an elder sister. i hate that. i was too used to doing my own business, so i neglect my juniors. my requests were being considered, and i was totally mad. but princess doesn't get mad, do they? so i kept my feelings deeeeeeeeeeep into my heart. i thought, there was always a happy ending. i will get what i want.

but no. complete the sentence. i will get what i want IF i worked hard for it. my heart was burnt to ashes. i don't want to work. but you won't get what you want if u don't. so, i have to. work hard. see how spoilt i am. :D

finally, dad wants to buy a luxurious condominium. as for mum, she suggests to open a bridal boutique. well, u can't do both. u're not millionare, or a billionare. anyway, true love will always win. u've guessd it rite, dad loves mum. i stay shut.

dad resigned for the sake of helping mum with her new boutique. i had to bid farewell to my silver spoons, my creamy cakes, my yummy jellies, and my royal chefs. hatred were burning in the inside of me. soon, the true love business begin. yea, it started off really well. but.....not my type. not like what i was used too. it takes time for me to adapt my new life. to adapt my new life. my new terrible life.

i started to fond blood, darkness, and evil. but i'm still a princess. i love pretty laces, red roses, throne and crowns. i was too pampered n my perfect life was stolen. i felt sad but i know i have to go on. and that is how, i became Gothic Lolita.

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but the business went very well, and i've gotten used to it. i love God. i love Mum. i love Dad. i love my sister. i love my brothers. i love my life. but i'm still loving darkness. :)=

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