♥s♥y♥e♥e♥f♥a♥

i wanna get married :D

2010-07-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

so here i am, updating my dead lonely blog, simply becuz my good ~~son~~ friend told me too. just this morning, my mum went to meet mrliew to get my report card. yeah, they had a long talk, and laughs, and comments abt my performance yeah, and all bla bla bla. why am i talking abt this? this is boring stuff.
i should talk abt exciting stuff. like, I'M NOT JOININ NS :D:D:D::D:D:D:D dam i was darn happpy~ my life is just wonderful.
the next best stuff is, i'll be going to the Bon Odori festival this sat! :D totemo ureshiiiiiii~~~~~~~~ but too bad my freinds cdnt come along...
the third bestest stuff is, MY BIRTHDAY WAS 2 DAYS AGOOOOO AND IT WAS AWESOME YEAH! i was so touched, i have to admit~ the messages on the whiteboard written by my girlfriends wre simply nice and they wre beautiful...thank you sooo much again to my friends! and also to my facebook friends who wshed me, thank youuuuuuuuu~ i really really really do appreciate each msg and wishes and i will no doubt, keep this loving and wonderful memory deep in my lil' tiny pink 'dukduk' and 'squish squish'. duk duk is heart and squish squish is erm,................................. brain? D

the presents i recevied was the best in the worldd. i dont wanna brag here but, MY PARENTS IS THE BEST! wootwoot~~~~ my sister is the sweetest (i love the popteeen!!!!) and evryone is amazing :P thank you everyoneeee~

the last best stuff is,

MINHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Key :D:D

Jonghyun sexy backkk~

Onew hawtt...

Taemin~

yeah, their comeback photos, revealed! mayb i was a lil' too late but, heh, who cares.

thx for reading :D

2010-06-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

it has been AGESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS since i last posted on my bloggie :D:D:D

i can't help it. i'm too lazy. peace yo.

btw, sarah n i had just finished completing 5A's senior page, squishing our damn pink brain juices to the last droplet. and wow, people like it! our great work pays afterall ^^, As i'm typing these words, i recalled those days when imma active blogger...was i active anyway? those days were un-busy days, stress-free days, excellent results days, and unsleepy days. yes, my main reason for not posting in my blog is because i'm addicted to afternoon sleeping. and saturdays i have tuition with this giant teacher. sundays, well, i don't feel like going online.

i'm currently into Rain :D dammit hes sexayyy ^^, its his voice, im talking abt, not his look. his look, urm...average looking laaah. small pair of eyes + six pads + tough tanned body + smirky smile + sexayyy voice haaarrrrh = Rain.

lastly, Photography Trip! love it soo much! altho it was totally tiring and i ached every part of my body, the trip was simply splendid :)

that's all for today, i'll try my very best to consistently update my blog :D

it's scary when your toothless brother smiles at you

2010-04-02T23:25:00.004+08:00

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH~

My last post was on Feb 16. Today is 2nd April.

WOW.

it's not that i live a boring life or that i'm busy with tight schedules or anything, no. not really lazy though. there's sooo many things goin on, many intresting times, happy times, sad times, funny times, weird times, bloody times, stupid times, sweet times, and many more times and times which i think i should talk about since they're really good. or maybe not. bahh, maybe some of them. okay, yes, some.

1. ok i really don't know how to express my feelings and convert them into words. i'm now sitting in front of the computer, with my hands slightly spread out, clueless to what should i write about. help.

2. there was actually a post before this. only that if the connection doesnt suck and blogger works well or my lappie doesnt rebel against me the harsh lappie user, the beautifully composed post would be published just right before this post, and people wouldnt call myblog dead.

3. these arent the intresting times, happy times, sad times, funny times, weird times, bloody times, stupid times, sweet times, and many more times that i wanted to talk about. these are randoms by me. of course its by me, who else could it be from.

4. have i told you i'm in love with Choi Minho?

5. i want to be able to dance.

6. i'm happy with my height?

7. finally agrees that guitar is easier to play than piano.

8. suddenly have an interest in cello.

9. is loving hair products.

10. my fairytale status update :

(2009-March 2010)
husbands : Reita, Koike, Changmin, Hyun Joong.
fiance : Haruma Miura
(April 2010>>)
Reita : I'M STILL HOLDING ON WITH YA BABE. I LOVE YOU.
Koike : Sorry i think we shouldnt be together. :P peace no war.
Changmin : BABY UR MINE FOREVER!!!
Hyun Joong : i saw u flirting with other girl. how could you. i thought we could last forever but i was wrong. XP
Haruma : no changes, ling. ur consistent. XDXP

Newdarlings : MINHOOOOOO, JOONG KI, GOO HARA, NARSHA

therefor, there are changes in 'Husbands' and 'Fiance' :D:D:D dam i so gatal.
Husbands : Changmin, Reita, MINHOO (newlywed ^^,)
Fiance : Haruma, Hyun Joong, JOONG KI :D

BFF : Hara & Narsha WEEEEEEEE~ i lop u gals.

reincarnate

2010-02-16T15:51:00.003+08:00

my sayangssss (make sure gow 4 's' cuz got 4 sayang)
C.N.BLUE

i have to be honest. blogging is now boo-ring. i prefer voicing them out rather than typing them out. i'll have no problem wasting my saliva over a night. but cum to think of it, with blog u can have those pretty decos and music backgrounds, unlike if i talk, ppl would stare at my cute pretty face instead of hearing my lovely voice...haihz..hassles. btw, its been kurun lamanya since i last blogged. i furr-reaking love TVXQ :D breakout MV was oh-so cool. i'm now into Kana Nishino-ism and i want to kiss each of C.N.BLUE memba. GOD. now, right after typing the word, 'GOD', i came to realise that, i have included 'GOD/god/gawd/God/Godddd, etc..' in every of my blog post (except for my intro post where the word 'GOD' isnt applicable) since July 2008. 2008, the year i sat for my PMR. and now, SPM. WHY AM I REMINDED OF THIS? .................................................................................................................................................................... hi, i'm back. i know, ur reading this post continuosly as if i wasnt away, but i was away for a sec during typing this post, cuz my mind came up with a super brilliant idea-CNBLUE PHOTOS XD- i was browsing thru their photos. no, i actually just clicked 'search' after typing CNBLUE. and i pengsan internally. internally bcuz my whole body froze and my heart stopped pumpin' for 0.7 minute but my mouth was able to smile and my fingers were able to do the job of saving photos :D

i can play Romance de Amour on guitar :D:D:D:D:D HAPPYYY SANGAT. my sis taught me how.
tears will burst from the tear gland in ur eyes if u hear me play. fuih. cun sangat~
now i'm struggling with Petzold's Minuet in G and Badarzewska's La Priere D'une Vierge i lovee this song.
GIMME RM79.90. yes, with 90 cents. i'm suffering from C.F.P critical financial problem. after skating wif meiji last friday ($$$$RM21=RM16.60$$$) then makan ($$7.90$$) then earphone ($$RM20$$) the sum other stuffs blah blah blah($$$RM Mati Kangkang $$$).

pretty long post eyh...fine, lets put a red full-stop here ----> .

dadadada

2010-01-29T11:59:00.001+08:00

blah blha

Waltzing on this piece of sonata…

2010-01-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

Haihz…in a blink of an eye, it's already one week after school just reopened. And I still miss 2009. But 2010 is not bad at all. New year, new resolutions. Talking about resolutions, I've none specified list of resolutions. So I thought of thinking about it now and post it into my blog. Let's see…

Oyea. I'll write NO MORE broken English on this blog like I usually did.
Finish ALL homeworks. (yes, I did not complete my last year's homeworks)
To be able to play the keyboard SMOOTHLY.
REDUCE fangirls activity. (Reita, I'll miss you)
To start revising 3/2 WEEKS before exam.
NO MORE fails.
To NOT miss tuition or school unless sick.
ADD colours to my drawings. (haha, I never did)
REDUCE hearing to iPod-san.
WILL try hard to accomplish these resolutions :D

Now that it's listed out, the road is now clear (^o^)

By the way, Kuroshitsuji was awesome. I adore Ciel Phantomhive
~ keke >.< Besides, Kuroshitsuji, I'm currently listening to late Okazaki Ritsuko songs. How peaceful. Well, the songs really fits my mood since I'm into himegyaru-s nowadays.( Hime=princess. Gyaru=girl. ) actually, there's nothing much I want to say when starting this post. Typing this post in MicWords just got me excited. :D

chiisana inori

2010-01-05T17:59:00.007+08:00

2009

fell in love with angelic pretty

can't hold the flail of a fangirl

a sweetsixteenth birthday present

found love through deep voice

celebrating 16th birthday

photography club moments

2 days holiday in Avillion Hotel

reunite

it's now a hobby

girls day out

comics and comics and comics and love

"watashi wa akemade shitsuji daskara"

only science students can do this

my fiance :D

the beloved casio keyboard whi has taught me music

my best friend.

was in darkness

2009-12-19T21:57:00.005+08:00

the best company

juz a short post to tell u guys what i've gone through this evening besides dreaming the same haunted dream that takes away lives.

i was browsing through pictures as i have nothing else better to do. i first checked out yamato's picture from digimon (i was a big fan of digimon since 10). the

n i scrolled through the sohma family's pictures from fruits basket. gosh, i love shigure. then i typed 'kakashi' n glared at his pictures with my saliva overspilled. then i remembered about takato from digimon too. i couldn't recall his full name so i typed there, 'takato'. as usual google would give some suggestions underneath the search box. there was ' takato yamamoto '. firsthand, i warned u pretty galfrens n other of those who is now reading this post. don't search on his name unless u're fine with sexually wrong and sick pictures, or what is it is, arts. i regret clicking 'search'. i wasnt wearing my glasses so all i saw was dark backgrounds, kimonos, and japanese sailor school uniforms. but as i put on my glasses, everything was cleared. backgrounded with black paint, there was pictures of - uhh- i can't speak. so wrong. gays n lesbians. YUCK. and ppl call him, takato yamamoto, a very talented artist with much details in his pictures bla bla bla. i think he's sick. someone's gotta talk to him. i was curious abt him so i clicked on every of his arts n viewed them. one by one, his arts creeps me off. it was somewhat gruesome n emotionless. neeeeehhh~ curiosity killed me.

below are few of yamamoto takato's arts i carefully choose which doesnt contain anything disgusting. well, to me. i'm shaking ryt now.

end of post :D bubye~

i am your no.1 fan :D

2009-12-17T19:13:00.003+08:00

three pretty girls will hop on the commuter next week :D

haruma, i'm sorry i shouted at your face last monday. you're to cute to be on the dvd cover~ but i gained people's attention and now they know i like you ^^

the GazettE Live at Tokyo Budokan

just recently, i sent fan mails to my beloved GazettEs~

to Reita : Username - ULTRAMAN GAIA
Content - I AM ULTRAMAN GAIA. I LOVE YOUUUUUU REITA!!! DO YOU LOVE MEEE? *TENENENET* LASER SHOOT FROM ME TO YOU. I WISH YOU A MERRY CRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. I AM ULTRAMAN GAIA. HELLO.

to Aoi : Username - SANTA CLAWS
Content - I AM SANTA CLAWS. I DON'T HAVE CLAWS. ARE YOU A GOOD GIRL? EHHH,BOY? SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE YOU SHOOT FIREBALL. I LOVE YOU. HIKHIKHIK.I WISH I COULD WATCH YOUR CONCERT BUT THERE'S NO GAZETTE CONCERT IN MALAYSIA. OHNO, I'M CRYING. I AM SANTA CLAWS.

to Kai : Username - DORAEMON
Content - AN AN AN TOTEMO DAISUKI, DORAEMON~ I LIKE YOUR FOOD. I KNOW YOU NEVER COOKED FOR ME BUT I LIKE YOUR FOOD.

to Uruha : Username - URUA CLONE NO.2
Content - I KNOW YOU WANT A CLONE. NOW, I WANT TO GIVE YOU A CHRISTMAS PRESENT AND IT IS, ME! I AM YOUR CLONE. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LIFE :D

and yes, i did use caps to increase the probability of them reading these fanmails as caps attracts people attention.

a new experience

2009-12-15T17:55:00.004+08:00

Syafinaz Selamat plays Evil Queen Sheeba in Teater Bangsawan Sinbad: Batu Permata Dewa

It has been years since i last watched theater performance. The first was Sinbad, n the second was The Ice Princess. Both was held at the Genting Arena. But just few days back, the whole family decided to try out Malaysian theater. Sinbad dan Batu Permata Dewa. I'm cool with it. Although i've no clue to who the actors are. well, except for Syafinaz. man, she rocks the theater. The show begins at 8pm but i was already there around 6.30, waiting among the earliest five. The doors aren't opened yet, we have to wait till 8. I took out my newly bought comic book n read it just to kill time. (oh, n btw, i've been buying comic books since holidays started) Soon, people start to gather around. i had made my territory right in front of the entrance door so i could get in first. and yep, despite the pushing n crushing, i had my sit on the second row :D i thought i wasn't gonna get a sit cuz there these bloody ppl who unfairly booked placessssss which they are not suppossed to since this is free seating show n yes i HATE YOU PPL. overall, the theater was not bad. i have to say, i'll give 6/10. with comedy, romance, and suspense, i think it's a great experience :)

buah tengah2 yg panjang

2009-12-11T16:39:00.003+08:00

hahaha

don't ask me what does that mean.

the whole family was watching csi on AXN last wednesday, and Ibu returned from work with plastic bags of fruits in her hand. she placed them on the dining table and simply joined the us. my lil' brother Syaqur was excited when he saw the fruits. he went to the dining table, tiptoed on his lilttle toes, peeking what fruits are there. he saw a watermelon, a cempedak and bananas, each separated in plastics bags. then he slowly walked towards Ibu.

Syaqur : "Ibu, nak buah tu"

Ibu : "Buah apa?"

Syaqur : "Buah yang tu la"

Ibu : "Yela...yang tu yang mane?"

Syaqur : "ala...yang buah tengah-tengah yang panjang"

i tried hard not to burst out, tried hard not to let out the pervert side of me, i kept in mind, "he was referring to the cempedak", but Ibu revealed her naughty side. Dad was just beside her, he can't help it too. it was just stupid.

i'm now playing Mozart's Eine Kleine Nachtmusik :D ganbatte~

i can't believe i'm actually alive

2009-12-04T14:52:00.004+08:00

having nothing to say on this blog, i know, its pretty disappointing to my fella blog readers. but there's nothing i could do. my life-i don't think i'm living ryt now-i'm living in a dead person's life. besides getting sunburns due to the beach holiday last week, i've got my fingers stuck to the keyboard from morning till midnite. let see, i can now play Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata, Petzold's Minuet in G, Pachebel's Canon, and working on Naruto-Nagareboshi. awesomeness.

i wish i could go out for shopping, or at least, just a walk in Gardens or MidValley, or sumwhere there is LIFE. helppp me. this is wat u get when u're a daughter of businessparents. gosh.

and, there is this unknown someone who keeps on calling me n texting me. it was a wrong number call from this guy and despite telling him he's GOT THE WRONG NUMBER AND HE SHOULD CALL ME NO MORE~ *singing to tvxq's Wrong Number*, he still calls n texts saying his name, wishing me good morning(on 8AM??? I"M STILL SLEEPING DUDE), wth?? ANNOYING GUY. feel lyk telling him i'm married to four already.

ahh, i'll end here :D

my room's is full of posters and i'm into instrumentals?

tired of internet

2009-11-26T14:05:00.004+08:00

it has been ages since i last posted on my blog.

life's getting even boring after school ended. no money, no shopping, i'm trapped in my room with my keyboard, iPod, and my laptop. i know no one can help, but, help me, i'm bored.

btw, Gazette came out with new singles last week :D proud of my Reita...i love him soo much...

and..urm...i watched 2012 agn yesterday. looking 4ward to outing with frens nex monday :) and, i'm off to PD this friday :D waaah, hotel....i love hotel...

he gave me a green balloon...

2009-11-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

and i burst it before it could even enter my house.
green balloon, i'll miss you dearly.
green man, maybe it's not our fate to be together.
pilots, a very sexy girlfriend is on her way.
Reita, quit Gazette n get ur ass on planes instead.
and please come to Malaysia.
i'm warning u, it's not really safe at there where u live.
World, we were warned.
i teared 3 times while watching that show.
2012 is incredibly devastating.

"Bekkkk~"

2009-11-11T16:24:00.005+08:00

yep, i'm "bekkk."
after a long hiatus due to exam.
so far i have not failed my subjects yet. what's concerning me now is bio. gosh.

besides suffering from severe heart attacks after seeing such incredible marks i've scored for my papers, i am running out of money. no. i'm not running out ,of money but i, erm, well, it's not 'running out' cuz 'running out' means dat money is finish-ING, but the case here is, money is finish-ED.
RM720.00.
GONE.
BYE BYE.
why? coz i bought an electronic keyboardddieeee (and i'm not bringing it to school FYI, my dear lovely friends) :D and, i'm playing Canon! ^o^ sounds lame, but not to me <3 after mastering that piece, i'm gonna try out for Valse op.64 no.1 "Petit Chien" :)))))) muahahahahaha... btw, Good Luck SPM-ers for your upcoming bigggg exam ^^Y

here are some random pics i just like to share with y'all~

This is Kakashi, Rin, and Obito when they were young, together with their sensei, the 3rd Hokage. Kakashi was stubborn, selfish and arrogant when young, but his friend, Obito died after saving Kakashi from a pile of falling rocks, which caused Kakashi to be a different person today, and holds strong with Obito's word, "Those who lose in a battle may be a loser, but those who leave their comrades in a battle is worst than a scum."

Reita and Kakashi
This, as y'all know, is my dear 1st husband :D and he looks quite similar with Kakashi isn't it?

this is the forever cute-looking singer-guitarist Koike Teppei.

this is my pet-daddy, Fukuyama Masaharu. i must say, he's good looking for a 40 year old man. n bliv me, his voice melts you even in cold temp. go watch him in Galileo and listen to his "Milk Tea".

this, if y'all recognise, is "Senzaki" from Umizaru. Meiji's new crush. Hideaki Ito is his real name :D

okie, much updated. bb :D

pisang mungkin akan buah dua kali

2009-11-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

umph~

i have this kinky feeling i'm gonna fail.

haih. what do u expect from a girl who revises the night before exam?

p/s : i'm in deep love with Kakashi Hatake. again. :D

money and love

2009-10-31T20:42:00.006+08:00

i darn heart this layout.

sooo did any of u saw two purple monsters yesterday?

well, one of them is here :D

it's purple arm is aching due to the heavy tray purple monster had to carry.

now it can't stretch it's arm straight.

it goes like, L

liddat. so to keep it's cacated arm out of people's sight, it puts it's hand into it's pocket. :)

anyway, i saw BloodyMonday, Gokusen 1, 2, 3 n Galileo in Speedy!!! to buy all of them i need RM250 but when i check my purse i only have RM40. =.=

unknown lover

2009-10-06T17:18:00.004+08:00

OMG i just have to do this soo badly
i love u TVXQ!!!!
JaeJoong & YooChun's single, COLORS-Harmony & Melody is very beautiful, i must say :)
and also from them is Shelter, which is another awesome masterpiece composed by JunSu & JaeJoong :D:D:D:D:D
and another, not just by them, but by Tohoshinki, is the adorable Amaku Hateshinaku:DDD
listen okay :)

click song to download

and another extra, by a new best friend of mine, namely Haruma Miura, his one and ONLY song, Konjou Nashi

Haruma Miura-Konjou Nashi

not really into it actually, just a small support from me. well, that's what friends are for, isn't it?

sharin is fun :)

i have itchy hands

2009-10-02T17:56:00.003+08:00

back to the old skin. i think it's much neater compared to the garden skin, besides, i love white :D

anyway, let's get to the point of today's post

i maybe the late for this, but who cares. rmbr Miyavi? he's married n now he's a father!

check this out!

n it's a baby girl! born on 29th July this yr, at 4.40pm, Miyavi n Melody named her, Lovelie Miyavi Ishihara.

so sweet, isn't it?

i fucking hate my dumbass brothers.

shake, shake, shake your beanbag

2009-09-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

i was downloading Koizora drama when i felt the earth shaking then i quickly rushed to my brothers and we dashed down 4 floors using the stairs. it was only the three of us when it happened so i felt like a superhero. XD. anyway, it was super scary n it's my 2nd time similar experience since 3 yrs ago. met keturah n we tok tok, saw darren walking here n there, saw wai leong with his doggie, but i want daddy. LOL.

end of post kthxbye.man i love this.

i want a biggg bicycle.

2009-09-29T15:29:00.008+08:00

so i could ride all the way along the roadside after rainy days.

♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥恋空♥

Syeefa is loving Koizora.
Syeefa loves Hiro.
Syeefa wants Hiro.

Hiro my lover, why do you have to go??? don't dieeee u dumbbb! if my family wasn't around i would have been crying loudly when u were dying y kno dattt??? ne-ver-mind. in Syeefa's world of Great Imaginations, Hiro is alive and well. yes, he sure is. he's so mineee

you ppl outside there, if u haven't watch Koizora, i suggest that you, SHOULDN'T WATCH! HIRO IS MINEEEEE~ btw, i love that quick post i made the other day. and also, FYI, that quick post was my 100th post on blogger :D

i'm hot.

2009-09-26T14:29:00.002+08:00

well, i'm alwayz hot. XD.

it's the weather i'm talking abt n i think i'm hangus-ing ryt now. i'm currently surviving thanks to the Great Air-Cond. God bless u Air-Cond.

Raya was terrific. managed to collect many $$$ :D:D:D:D:D LOL

i just had my haircut yesterday at taipan. din cut much anyway, coz i'm tired of having short hair. Kimarie Saloon is so gonna be my choice of saloon since my before choice-of-saloon is not anymore my choice-of-saloon. LOL. i'm talking craps. forget abt it , i've become a boring person nowadays.

sorry to bore u guyz, but i just can't help being boring. four of my husbands were busy with their schedules so i'm here stuck in my room. went to the curve twice already but still no life. dam boring.

currently listening to : Brown Eyed Girls-Abracadara, 2ne1 - I Don't Care (Remix), Jewelry- Vari2ty. thnks for visiting.

oxygen please

2009-09-23T16:38:00.002+08:00

quick post.

currently so dam bz wit raya ryt now anyway i had ate alot n mayb gained some weight n all but i'm still healthy n fine but my homeworks aren't done yet duno when wan do will think abt it soon so chiaoz kthxbye.

tommorow is the eve of Eid Ul Fitr!

2009-09-18T20:03:00.004+08:00

ahakz. camwhore after skul. actually waiting for those two brothers finish bathing. XD.

one for Reita, one for Changmin, ne for Hyun Joong, and one more for newly wed Koike Teppei.
dam i look stupid.

.....................................................>.<...................................................

TNS badge me, sarah n meiji designed.

money from badge sales.

letter of aprroval from En.Noraizam.

........................................................................................................ and i just can't wait any longer :) there's a lot to update, so let's start slowly, okay?

Thursday's story
Literally, i was very very busy the whole day. missed EVERY subject. well, except for BM n sivik. I was having fun with Sarah, Mariam, Jeremy, Wei Sheng, and Wei Loan in Anjung Bestari :D :D kukukukukukuuuu~ damn nice. LOL. good exercise for stressed out ppl lke me. what we did? we watched lame videos, making balls of cellotape, throwing them at each other, flailing over ss501 *that was only me*, and much more other lame things. gahh, too much happened that day actually, n i can't descibe them like one by one if i don't have the time. Fauzan n Dilyla was in the busy mood, too, but we managed to settle everything on time. bad news for the afternoon session-u might not get ur class photos- don't blame us, blame the person in charge holding the photos. hu call u to absent? then at night, mum came home with our baju raya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL XD it was so pretty! thank you Ibu~>.<~ i WILL post the picture of it here, but not now ^^ gahh, so happy.

Friday's story
did not wake up for supper this morning. and also, i thought today was Saturday. anywayz, i got up real early today. 8am. wow. i should say, it's a miracle. hehehe. headed off to kelly's around 10am, budden sesat. lol. i'm not very used to usj 1, as u can see. called sarah n asked for directions, and reached at 10:20 am. took me 20 minutes to search for kelly's house.lmao. meiji came later after we did a slide of our presentation. it was very hard to look up for the materials, so we decided to do it by our own when we got home. reached home, greet hello to another boring day. if only i could like stay in kelly's n chitchat n laugh n flailing, n doing some ther more intresting stuffs than cleaning up my room n doing house chores...

end of post. not really much actually. man, i'm good at summary. yes, i have to admit, this post is boring. bcoz it's all abt me, n me camwhoring, and me busy, and me n my normal boring life.

sorryyyyyyyyyyy~

i wish i have magic powers

2009-09-16T16:18:00.007+08:00

an idea of making a my own version of Gokusen came into my mind. haihz, have to improve anime drawing skills then~

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whew...est presentation has finally came to end. our group (me, meiji, n sarah) was the last to present today and it finished on time. waa...glad everything went well today. despite a lil' problem which arised last minute, i managed to rush on time. hahaha. came to think about it once more, those were really memories together with friends :) real funny. anyway, i kinda like presentations. well, it depends, actually. coz i love the feeling of being in a position where everyone is looking at u n paying attention to your words. XD but i hate when ppl asks questions. ^^

ja, have u listened to Fukuyama-san's song? wasn't it sweet? i love his voice so much. it gives out the feeling of being with someone special in the bus stop while it's raining. y'kno, dat kind of feeling where it's after school in Japan...dat kind of feeling...*if u read love manga then u'll understand what i mean*
And now, i'm currently watching Gokusen 2 and also Shibatora. my ex-husband-turned-best-friend Koike Teppei is in both dramas, so obviously dats the reason i'm watching them. anyway, i found out that there's Gokusen 3 Special with a student named Reita in it. i got excited eventho the actor wasn't Reita himself, of course, but i'll imagine him as the real Reita :)

ok, the ranting part. I HATE YABUKI IN GOKUSEN 2. no offence to those yabuki fangirls outside. but i just hate him. i dono wat's his problem. evrytime oso fight, sikit sikit, fight, shout abit, fight, anything oso wan fight. blahhhhh. i hate you. fight fight fight fight fight fight go hell la u.

ok the loving part. LOL. i'm deeply in love with Reita. XD. changmin came into my dream, so it strengthens the love between us both. abt hyun joong, ya i kno h1n1 n all, but i don't feel like really shocked or really concerned abt him so it means he is okay n fine. XD. next, i made new friend since yesterday. his name is Akanishi Jin n he reminds me of Uru-chan. he is not that good looking, so that is why he is only my friend. >.<

he is Odagiri Ryu in Gokusen 2, fyi.

btw, i was thinking abt remarrying Koike Teppei. oh well, since he has been begging me abt it sooo many times, why not?

besides, he's cute. LOL. wanna noe why he is my ex-husband-turned-best-friend?
well, i was in love with him when i first looked at his picture in this magazine u call, GALAXIE. HAHHAAHA. anyway, the love started to bloom as big as the rafllessia flower, and we got married. budden, one day, as i was searching for his pic in the net, something happened, n i wish not to talk abt it here, n it's the cause of our divorce. LMAO.

dats all for today. too much ady. hahaha.

you can't take it, can you?

2009-09-14T19:47:00.003+08:00

is there any drugs for me to increase my antibodies? i'm currently sick ryt now and saturday was much more worst. it's the worst day ever if you asked me. why? well, i was having stomach pain and was suffering the whole day. the pain was unbearable, and i'm was in home without any of my parents around. i can't even stand up and if i do, i'll collapse. i was not in the condition to fast, but i had to act like fasting cuz my brothers were here. if they saw me drinking or eating, they'll start making noises. but a time came where i just had to sip a drink. wow. i was shaking n i cant even pour the drink into my cup. i finally manage to sip a little before i hit the bed. lying down like a shrimp, i slept till 6pm. thank god i was feling better at night. next day, sunday, i was well. but today, it started all over again. bahh. wteva.

anyway, i really wanted to post about this song which i have been searching for since 2 years ago. i had just downloaded it into my itunes and it was so beautiful. some ppl might should hav known, but everyone must listen this, it's Fukuyama Masaharu's Milk Tea. FYI, 'I' in this song, is a girl. browse the song through the music player in my blog. MUST LISTEN OKAYYYY. below are the lyrics in romaji :

“Gomen ne”
Doushite sunao ni ie nain darou
“Arigatou”
Hontou wa ne itsudemo omotteru
Kuchi beta na toko sega takai toko
Kirai ja nai kana
Suki ni natte kureru ka na

*Aishitai anatani ai tai
Ima kono mune no oku de sakenderu yo
Aisareru ashita wo yume miru
Mou kono kokoro zenbu anata no mono
Anata dake no mono

“Baka da na”
Waratte tama ni shikatte kureru
“Ganbare”
Honki de ne hagemashite kureru
Watashi kanashii koi wo shiteta koto
Shitte iru kara
Anata yasashiku suru no ka na
Demo daisuki yo
Anata ni aitai
Mata nemurenu yoru no owara nai inori
Oshaberi shitari te wo tsunaidari
Konya yume de aetara
Ureshi sugite
Naite shimau kamo
Onaji BASU tei ame no sakamichi
Hitotsu no kasa de
Moratta MIRUKUTI
Oshiete kureta uta
Sono subete ga atatakakute

*Repeat

below are the translation in english :

"I'm sorry"
Why can't I say it naturally, I wonder?
"Thanks"
The truth is, that's what I'm always thinking
I'm no good at speeches, I'm tall
I wonder if you don't like those things about me?
I wonder if you'll grow to like them?

I want to love you, I want to see you
That's what I'm shouting out in my heart, right now
I dream of tomorrow in which I am loved by you
All of my heart is already yours
It's only yours

"You idiot"
Sometimes you smile and scold me with that
"Give it your best"
You really do encourage me
Because you know that
I've had loves that have been sad ones
Will you be kind to me, I wonder?
But I love you, I want to see you
I pray that this will be the end of my sleepless nights
We talk, hold hands
If we meet in my dreams tonight, I'll be so happy
I wonder if I'll cry
At the same bus stop on a hill road, with one umbrella
The milk tea that you gave me, the song you taught me
All of those things make me feel warm

I want to love you, I want to see you
That's what I'm shouting out in my heart, right now
I dream of tomorrow in which I am loved by you
All of my heart is already yours
It's only yours

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caffeine addict

2009-09-10T13:14:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to milk and coffee.
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tues-stayed up till 2am with the help of caffeine. finish up homeworks, study abit, den help mummy do blog. XD. woke up at 4.30 am,had supper, go school. thx to caffeine, i was able to stay awake the whole day.
wed-unbelievable-I ACTUALLY STUDIED PHYSICS. with the help of caffeine, again, i stayed awake till 1.30 am, doing homework. again, woke up at 4.30 am, supper. pack skul bag, can't wait to go skul. XDDDD. den i thought of a short nap. den suddenly feel like vomiting. but no chance to vomit coz i sudah tidur. sudah tidur until 9 am.

tag is a fun thing to do

2009-09-02T17:23:00.006+08:00

~choose 7 to question urself~

since they did not mention "choose 7 __?___ to question urself, i shall slot in the names of my own desire. btw, i was tagged by my sister who is rite now studying in school while i'm enjoying myself in this air-conditioned bedroom, filled with musics n everythin but not food, in this beautiful day, 5.27 pm?????????? (oh crap, she'll be home soon). =.= anywayz, let's get started~

one Reita

two Max Chang Min

three my bee-loveed iPod

four Sarah

five Meiji

six Hou Ching

seven money

What's '2' surname?
SHIM! I CINTAKAN SAMA YOU, SHIM!

Where does '1' stays?
bloodyhell! WITH ME FOREVER AND EVA

Where does '5' study?
hard question. kenot answer. ouch. my brain hurts. =.=

Is '6' same school wif u?
yalar....haihz..hu la created this question. so boring.

What's '3' hobby?
er...singing???

R u sure u noe '4'?
i know number four since i was 13. lol. bringing bek old memories...

How many sibling does '1' have?
2! him and my kakak iparrrr...

Is '2' a hot person?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!HELL YA HE IS!!!! HAWTTTT!

Is '7' a gud person?
VELI VELI BAD AND EVIL.

What's '5' doing?
msn-ing wif me n kelly abt bio:)

Is '4' having a relationship?
ya. with me.

Is '3' funny?
no emotion.

Do u like '7'?
YA SAYA SUKA '7'!!!!!

What about '6'?
what about her? lol. what question?

What do u call '1'?
Sayangku Reita comel~~~

maka berakhirlah sesi tagging di blog ini.

i'm lazy to tag ppl, and i know deep in my purest heart, that ppl are also lazy to do this tag. so, it's up to you if u wanna do o not:D peace up!

i went to toilet twice+twice today in school

2009-09-01T14:04:00.010+08:00

long tym no bloggu. woke up in the morning, had to help mum in the kitchen to cook for our open fast. by afternoon, i had to get myself dressed up to follow mum to work. reached boutique around 3 and did NOTHING there. practically, i was suffocating in the boutique till clock strucks 6. got packed up, and we were on our way to home. arrived home at 7, got the dining table done with light kuih, and, opened fast. around 8, we had our prayers together, and got ready to the blue mosque. pretty tired after that. and it's usually around 9.30 to 10.00 when we reached home. then continued our meal, the main dish. didin't eat much coz i tend to get sleepy when it's 10/11. then slept, woke up in the dawn, like 4.30-5.00, had supper, sleep.
the above was...... urm, wad u can call as, my diary for the whole holz week. same thing everyday.

anyway, mayb i am VERY late to update abt this, but, SKS3 reunion was simply superb! it's good to see our old friends after being separated for 4 yrs, and some longer. there were even friends who came all the way from kedah, ipoh,rawang, and all. wow. we spent much more time talking than eating, actually. dam lovvit. gah..and also, we planned to do this incredible reunion every year, until we get married, and pregnant, and business and all. hahaha. my husband will be Reita :) or mayb, to be more formal, and more husband-like, Akira Suzuki/Ryo Suzuki. that's my bebeh~ hehehe....changmin will be my secret boyfriend, and hyun joong will be my fiance.

*yawns*
someone has just sprayed sleeping gas into room..... and i am soooooooo gonna hit the bed anytime soon....but before that, picture spam of my suami tersayang! i cintakan you dan tidak ingin melepaskanmu.You adalah milik I dan tiada sesiapa boleh memilikimu. you lah permata hatiku, sayang~ *kisses Reita*

Reita, bass, 28 yrs, LOOVES kit kat, HAILS spaghetti, smokes, drinks, DISLIKES Kai's cooking, charming point=Ass, pajamas=underwear *W-O-W*.

heeyah! go my sayang! u can do it! *evento u're a lil' too skinny...*
awww....i have cookies, but u hav to wait till i buka puasa, ok sweet pieeee...
alahh...why so darkkkk?

eat Reita! NGAM NGAM! ...eh, i puasalah.

ALERT! HAWT JAPANESES!
featuring the other members of the GazettE~

Ruki,vocals, 27 yrs, smokes, drinks, chihuahuas, DISGUSTS strawberries, pajamas=jerseys*=.=*, his idol when very young=DORAEMON.
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Kai, drums, 28 yrs, HATES potatoes, excellent cheese cake baker, cooks, stopped smoking recently, pajamas=NAKED. (o.O)

ISN'T HE HAWT?
Uruha, guitars, 28 yrs, SLOWWWCOACHHHEEEE, stays cool, the Sake King, smokes, Street Fighter 2 HUGE fan, his wish=A Uruha No.2 (clone).
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Aoi, Guitars, 30yrs, LOVES attention, LOVES camera, caring, removed his navel pierce cuz, "i think my skinned has become thinner".

and, now, for pictures, that are, "Alive!"

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ROFLMAOff
sumkind of spiritual dance or wad?
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lol.the bass is bigger than him.=.=
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"oooyeahhh!"
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ganbatte Kai!
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he thinks he's cute. -.-
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again, ganbattedayou!!!
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haha. poor uru.
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lol uru's lips.
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Aoi special dance no.1
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Aoi special dance no.2
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reita wif his yellow hair, yellow hairclips, yellow hanky.
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acting cute again.but stil, HAWTTTT.
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Uru and his funny lips. hahahhahaha.

hahaha, i syok sendiri. arh, i dun care. wteva it is, i'm gonna marry him someday.arhhh....gtg...HALU KATIL, here i comeeee!

shoosh away bad bacterias

2009-08-21T16:05:00.002+08:00

hey there orang orang sekalian, i'm back to blogging :) yay~
kay, let's get started.

just yesterday, i had a school trip to TNS which was super duper cool and awesome ^^
it was my first time jungle trekking, of course, and also my first time getting wet in the river with my friends..ahhh..so nice :) evryone was laughing all over, had fun together, and evry moment we spent there was priceless. so here i go, my diary on my wonderful trip to TNS :)
6.30- woke up without the aid of my alarm nor my parents. i was really proud of myself. haha. took bath, ate breakfast, and took off to school.
7.10- reached school :DDDD my heart was pumping real fast dono why. den i met up with sarah and meiji, and others as well. *can't wait for the bus*
7.31- evryone gathered in front of the pejabat. then we had our temperature checked, which scared my jantung off coz i was having this 'sexy voice' which i thought may lead to fever. anyway, that err- device? that was used to check our temperature wuz real cool. my temperature was 36.7 that morning :) niceeee~
7.40++- we got on the bus and the journey began. ^o^ all the time i was basicly hearing to my iPod, looking at the scenery outside, and, er...tryinna sleep, and....well, iPod again. also, to my surprise, Wei Sheng and Cheok actually listens to Gee and BOF songs! hahah! then when i asked are they fanboys, ..-no response-. =.= soon, we came about this chinese cemetry, and i, pointed out my finger at the cemetry, shouting, "eh! kubur!" lol, then i kena marah. "later got hantu come and catch you then u kno". lolol. cool.
8.30++- we've reached TNS, after a bumpy journey. i can already hear the crickets singing. we lined up like primary kids, put down our bags, and had breakfast and had a loooong booring talk about TNS for 1 hr 30 mins.
(i've took out my watch so i have no idea about the time)- firstly, we were grouped into 4, i was with nadiah, manyi, jeremy, and some other dudes and dudettes. sarah n meiji were both in group 2, n mariam in group 3. group 1 and 2 took off into the jungle first, followed by group 3 and 4. we had 11 stations altogether, and most of us were already panting when reaching station 1. it was hard to climb on the steep, and almost impossible to descend from the steep. thanks to nadiah,my fighting partner, i'm still alive and surviving today:) we saw pokok jelutong , and i have to tell that it's REAL HUGE AND TALL. make me feel intimidated for awhile. felt so damn short. the path was really narrow, a lil' slip to the right, u might not be found alive in the big deep hole of the jungle. scary. i was practically cursing the forest all the way ahead. then we saw pokok cengal and akar banir. breathtaking man. dam freaking big and spacious (lol). i mean, that akar banir was..so huge, humongous and all. there's also pokok tapak sulaiman, and nadiah's favourite mushrooms (which i don't find them attractive at all ^,^), and much more. finally we came to a river. we dipped our hands into it, and all that could be heard are "ooooohhh.." the water was super clean, and drinkable. by that time, we still have few more stations to go to end the jungle trekking.

i won't say much about my experince jungle trekking, coz it'll take me a day to write evrything down. and it would bore my readers, as they are now. so basicly, after the jungle trekking,we had lunch. then i had my prayers, and the cooling water from the tap was really refreshing. next we had lunch. dam kenyang weh. we had to do presentations after lunch, and my group name was 'cengal' which means, to us, as the most expensive and valuable (also not to mention, HUGEEEE) ever.
after that, we went MANDI SUNGAIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaha!
darn nice!!!!!!!!!!! evryone was splashing water here n there, and i was the first to fall into the water among my friends, because i lost balance after the water splashes attacked me. evryone was having great fun there. unforgettable. mayb we should try beach next time :D

there r much more to say, but i'll just keep the memoirs in my heart forver.

best day ever :)

wtf

2009-08-15T12:32:00.005+08:00

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picture of the day :) mr jumping jack ^^

so yeah, i've practically lost 25 marks for sivik. or izit 50? ah, wateva. this is so, wow. i can't recall wud really happened. all i knew was, i woke up in the morning, later than 7, of course, *there's still hope to go school* and i walked into my parent's bedroom, to see them sleeping, hugging each other. *hello? it's 7 already??* then i kicked my dad's foot.
"yah, tak gi skolah ke? dah lambat nih. bangunlah."
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then my dad went, "huh?". then sleep bek. wth.
i kicked again."yah."
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then it goes on and on. hopeless.
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"tak gi skolah tak boleh ke? ayah letihla. ada apa skolah hari nih tiba2 yaya nak gi skolah?" he asked.
"sivik. khidmat masyarakat.25 markah." i replied.
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"hmph, sivik. tak yah." then he slept. wtf.
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"ayah balik lambat hari ni.masak nugget lah dulu."

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but, still, i goreng the whole packet of nuggets. cz i'm so bored. end up no one eat. grrr..

then now, i'm here, blogging. missed the fun planting...plants? yeah. dam geram.

eh, another thing. sarah, i want u to see this. i think, well, in my opinion la. ohno satoshi and tatsuya fujiwara posess a slight resemblence. ^0^
ohno. tatsuya. ohno. tatsuya.

ja, currently listening to GazettE's In The Middle Of Chaos and Shiroki Yuutsu~^^

open your eyes and look carefully around you

2009-08-10T15:17:00.003+08:00

saturday n sunday was a busy day. mummy had this wedding fair at mid valley megamall n i had to like, follow her walk here n there. might sounds fun, walking around mid valley and gardens, but i tell ya, it's damn tiring. haihz
den owh, i saw this wedding dais, dam freaking big n tall n huge n beautiful weyh. but too bad i din bring camera. potong stim oni. haihz. anywayz, it's something like the one in this pic.

damn nice ryt?
the price? RM 35 000. and you know what dais is ryt? it's called pelamin in malay. it won't stay permanent in ur hse, it's only for rent. i can't imagine my future hubby to spent 35 000 to rent this dais for me weyh. if he does, i'll slap his ass n punch his teeth. better gimme money buy condo or mini cooper.

i love being the daughter of a wedding planner :) hahaha. dam random. mmg la, get to go to expensive hotels, interact which rich ppl, get to smell fresh roses, hear wedding songs, like heaven y'kno. even for those who aren't rich, u can see that they're very happy n all, always wants the best for their son n daughter. so bahagia.

and i have another story to share :D
dad, bro n me were in the car after buying lunch at the restaurant at court 10 there. it was just only after school. den dad drove bek to the primary school, coz the other brother cum bek home late today. den me n dad saw a kid crying at the side or the road. dam pity weyh. his face is like, omg kenot describe. so i said lar, " yah, apsal budak tuh?" den my dad said dono.i was like, "pegilah tengok. kang tak pasal pasal kena culik. tolonglah dia yah." my dad, cornered, and stopped at the roadside. "nah, pergilah cakap ngan dia knape tuh" so i went out to the kid n asked, "adik knape nangis kat sini?" he answered,"*sobs* tertinggal van *sobs*" summore he's crying, very hard to understand his words. "adik tinggal kat mana, meh, kakak tolong hantarkan, adik boleh tumpang balik rumah" den he, without any hesitation, followed me to the car. wa, i was lyk, luckily it's me, if some other strangers were doing this, n he just followed, very dangerous weyh. so dad brought him to his home. btw, tat kid was just std 1. scary.

i'll keep it empty to fill you in

2009-08-07T15:11:00.002+08:00

the above title refers to tonight's dinner :)
i'll starve (not really starve, duh) to eat up all the foods and cuisines in Holliday Villa later. hhehehe. duno if can muat anot. or mayb there's be only few choices of food there. then i'll scream high pitch. i paid 60 bucks so i must make sure i eat nice nice food.
actually how, i have nutin to talk about here. cz practically my life is booring.
but i would like to thank meiji for helping me wif the dinner invitation cards. i felt like i've gotten closer with all the dicsipline teachers, n GKMP-ees in school. hahahha. lmao.
everytime oso have to act nice and polite, while you're actually not. i have a bright future into becoming a professional actor if this goes on evry single day.

anoder thing, i'm being hated by the indians at school since these 2 days. oh, well, i, too, dam hate them n their smell*no offence*. kenot understand simple english. summore can ask me which form i am. then i shouted at him, 'form four, why? got problem arh?' den he shuddup. stupid. he think he so gigantic can scare me huh? go bek kindergarten la if liddat. den this other blackie can order me to halau other students. stupid. juz because i called his fren to eat at the canteen, he suddenly wan marah. gay partner arh? stupid gays. i go raise my voice to him, asking him who is he to order me just liddat? den i say i dowan halau. den i walk away, giving that 'look'. got other prefects there oso dowan help halau students. posing there for 20 minutes, den go bek class. wah, so easy arh? liddat my 7 yr old brother oso can bcum prefect.

ok, finish complaining ady. haha. :)

stepping a lil' further

2009-08-04T14:43:00.002+08:00

hey y'all. i'm back. hooray.

i wish everyday was like yesterday's. waking up early, following mum to work, having lunch with mum, talking and laughing with mum, doing things with mum, going out to Sogo with mum, here n there with mum. i love my mummy.
today, after a lil' hard day at skewl, i went bek home n saw loads of junkfoods in da kitchen. i saw a long bar of Kit Kat. i saw two bag of Munchy's Music Wafers. I saw a chocolate cake. i saw one large bar of Cadbury's chocolate mousse. Den i saw baguette. den i saw a big fat bread. at first glance i could tell it's italian.

well, i don't know wad else to tok abt. oh, n btw, 2nd n 3rd august was my grandma's n brother's bday :) grandma turns 61, n my brother turns 10. Saengil chukha hamnida...
and also, i've been planning to work somewhere as a part timer at the year-end school holidays. juz wanna grab some experience. is it like working with the teachers in school or parents in their company or wad? it would be fun. anyone wanna join?cum let's pakat go find. i wan work at subang parade lar, if possible. coz it's so cozy n sleepy n not many ppl there so i won't sakit kepala.

my shoelaces are bitches coz they've pissed me off not once,but like, forever.

2009-07-30T17:08:00.010+08:00

heloooo~ hahaha. magawd. too addicted to playdoh ady. come bek school take playdoh touch touch. after do homework, take playdoh press press. before bed, take playdoh, smell smell XD.
too much. wanna buy more playdoh :D yeehee..
also, i can't wait for 5th march next year. hahahha! eh eh. no. i can wait. i can wait for thousand years. i dowan spm. lol. nay...hu dowan spm? wan die arh? must take or die. is like either to marry a rich handsome guy (like JiHoo sunbae >v<) or to die kena tembak kepala 3 times.
now i duno wth im doing. i'm posting photos of why i can't wait for 5th march next year. coz i wanna watch this. n i've watched the trailer. woah. dam beautiful. so my type. my wonderland type. hahha. directed by Tim Burton, starred by Johnny Depp, Mia Wasikowska, Helena Bonham Carter n lots more. man, i love it.
i won't say what it is. u have know it yourself. it's so obvious anyway when u'll see the pics. if u still dono, i oso dono wad to say.

now you know ady? hehe. dam cool. actually i've been tahan-ing this feeling towards this movie for a long tym ady. budden the tahan-ess were boiling in my chest so i had to let it out. i love fairytales, i love castles, i love princesses, i love fairy godmothers, i love evil witches n so on. muahxx. LOL.

eh. i dono wad to do know. dam messy weyh my brain.

maybe grey?

2009-07-27T17:55:00.008+08:00

my shot.

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ahah, my favourite poser. the weird freak. it purposely stood silently so ppl could take pics of it. summore, there is this fish, who's so stupid that it went inside this poser's bloody large mouth, swiming around the teeth while yawning. but this poser, for the sake of popularity , let the fish run around in the mouth freely, keeping the mouth opened. evryone were like, Wahh~ Eyhh~ . next is the bamboo shark's egg in it's 2nd stage. you can actually see something moving insyd~

the tortoise dude is another dude who loves showing off. and also this lionfish. beautiful ayt? all it did was swimming near the glass, then pause, wanna show off it's beauty.

this frog just hid behind the leaves. wth. so sad weyh. right are piranhas!

this dude doesn't want it's face to get wet while the other dude is a freak. i mean, what's that??

the dude on d tree loves to pose. (i tell'ya, all the animals here are posers!) then here we have the entrance to Aquaria. next is another dude who likes to show off, THE SHARK. can't take nice pics of the sharks bcoz it kept swimming here and there, showing off.

wah~ weekends were just awesome. went to KLCC, shopping, twice, ate New Zealand Naturals twice, and went to Aquaria, not twice, of course. c'mon, the ticket costs RM38 each, n there're 6 all of us. wanna die fast ah? one time enuf ady. haha. anyway, the place were so cool. i love the stingrays and sharks. lol. this is like a 6-year old journal report. nvm, lemme begin my 6-yr old journal report. Above are pictures :) Today, the whole family went to Aquaria, KLCC. The place was so blue and aqua-ish. while dad paid the tickets, i went to look around. then i saw this large piranha's aquarium. and there were so many piranhas swimmming around. so after purchasing the tickets, we went in, and i walked slowly to the piranha's aquarium. man, it was breathtaking. i stuck my face onto the glass, and the piranha stuck it's face onto the glass on the other side. what separates us is just thick glass. the piranhas are really small in size, and they're carnivors. whew. next stop, is the place where we can touch and feel the fishes. there is this bamboo shark, and one weird dude which looks like stingray+crab+cockoroach. i'm crapping, oh well, i can't describe things very well. there are more, some furry, some black, but what's common among them is that they're disgusting. XD then there were electric eels, and lots more. beetles, moths, snakes, frogs, crocodiles, n more. i love the crocodile's eyes. like got many eyelids. dam cun. i would like to talk more about it, but i bet it'll make u guys yawn. the place is just awesome. just simply awesome.

some random pics :D

from left; A Giraffe, Prince Wilson, Bahasa Melayu, Afred, Birthday Daniel, The Giraffe.

Happy Birthday Syaznee!

this is Gigi. darn cute.

a good night sleep never knows time

2009-07-24T13:48:00.002+08:00

missed skul today. why? coz overslept. nah, common problem larh~ it's normal and it usually happens to those hardworking students on earth. XD like me.
and i'm dam bored now. i need add maths. LOL. something challenging that can burst out my brain juices. XP. i'll post the photos of my sis's bday soon~ anyway, Happy Belated Birthday Syaznee! haha~ i've been shouting to her on her birthday the other day, wishing her happy bday but she buat donno oni. haihz. this kind of sister doesn't know how to appreciate her elder wishing for her. biaselah hor?? if u hav a younger sister then u can u understand what i mean..
anoder thing, i've been worshipping my BOF OST pressie given by my lovely girlfriends, and now i'm planing to blast it in my mum's car. :D remind, me , ok. coz i've planned this a few days ago but i keep on forgetting. again, it's normal and it happens to those hardworking students on earth. XD.
so now, i'm so bored. wait. i've said that already. bloody me. too bored ady.
niemind, i'll go post fan mail to reita now. bye bye~

Tagged :D

2009-07-22T15:42:00.003+08:00

Kena tagged by Jyen Yiee (yes! i got her name ryt! haha!)
below are the lists of peeps who doesn't seem to update their blog n make my life boring. *TAGGED!!!*

1. Hou Ching
2. Brenda
3. Sarah
4. Kelly
5. Deborah
6. Azizah
7. Olivia
8. Sylvia
9. Syaznee
10. Hsiu Jiuan

ok, let's get started.

How do you know 1?
urm...we were form 2 back then..and it was during perjumpaan rumah sukan den she asked me if i knew TVXQ. dat tym i ragu-ragu, duno i know them anot.den we tok tok about korean stuffs and the next thing we knew, we're good friens already :D

What would you do if you never met 2?
what should i do? lol. i duno. suicide?

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
haha. 'prostitute ah chi' n 'hentai ah soon' want to couple with me?? no prob, come along :P

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
hahahahhaa. again couple. thia is so weird coz those who kena tagged are all girls. lol. les ah??? hmm..i duno...azizah?? deborah?? waddaya think?

Do you think 10 is attractive ?
She sure is! Haha! anywayz, we haven't met each other for a long tym ady...miz her sooo much..

Do you know anything about 8's family?
Nop. Not a single thing. except that her dad's surname is Chong, and that's all about it.haha.

Tell me something about 9?
My sis? and she..erm...loves to sleep, loves Kim JaeJoong more than her sis, still plays like small kid, loves Uruha, has a funny swimming posture (WAKAKAKAKKAKA!!!), and, she's owned, by me :D

What languages does 2 speaks?
English, Malay, and chinese. and from chinese, there are, cantonese, manddarin, hokkien, n hakka. Mayb jap too???

Who is 3 going out with?
Isn't she's going out with me? as in two timing dates with her, and the 'prostitute ah chi?'

How old is 4 ?
old enough to date me.

When was the last time you talked to 5?
in class this morning.

Who is 6 favorite singer ?
Bunkface? Hujan? or mayb Daniel Radcliffe when he sings the Hogwarts choir?

Would you date 7 ?
sure! she's one sexy lady i tell'ya...hahahaha!

What is 9 last name ?
Syaznee la. or if include dad's name, Zulkiflee, or if include grandpa's name, Malek, or if include greatgrandpa's name, (lol, i have no idea). sorry great grandpa. eleh, like as if u noe me.

Which school does 2 go to?
is this an interrogating session or what? she's in the same school as me, y?

What do you like about 3?
there's always something to talk about, to laugh about, or to do together with her. and she's very creative in her own ways. intresting person, i should say..

ok, it has come to an end, finally. sorry hentai ah soon, n prostitute ah chi, i'm only joking ok? no hard feelings~ sorry yea....and also to everyone else, sorry if i had hurt ur feelings, no offence, ok....love u guys to the max!!!

Violence is cool

2009-07-20T17:09:00.005+08:00

Dear Diary,
today was awesome.
why?
coz we dissected the froggie! *EVIL LAUGH*
budden one thing that's weird abt me is that, i didn't seem to hav any pity on that frog. i thought i'll go 'ewww!' or something liddat but...no. i went 'cut that part! just stab the neck!' and all other evil words i could think of to pleasure myself while seeing that frog being dissected. like the frog has done something bad to me and i went for revenge. nah, that's normal. i'm pure evil anywayz...
so here am i, still waiting for that slow nadiah to upload the photos..haihz..lol...ahahaa..sorry nadiah XD..

and also.......
GAHHH!!!
before that, i would like to thank 5 of my best buddies a BIG thank you!!!!
*hugs again*
Sarah, Meiji, Hou Ching, Brenda, Hii Zen !!!
omg i love y'all sooo much!
like this much--->

hahahha. lolol.
:D i'm sooo happy like one gila person ady.

oya, i have not announced what was the present yet...
jeng jeng jeng....
it's...
Boys Over Flowers OST!!!!!
I"M GETTING CRAZY RITE NOW!!!!
=.=

again, i love u guys sooo much :D thank you sooo much!

nyehehe...

okla, gtg ady, byby...............................

A Day of Smiles :D

2009-07-18T23:01:00.013+08:00

today was so fun. haha. Meiiji, Sarah, Mariam n me shopped at Sunway from 12.44pm-5.30pm. we ate sushi kings, and got 10% discount thx to me :) *say thank you, girlsXD* LOL. den we went jalan jalan i lazy to recall where we actually went. we had short snack at Yogur Berry and i tell ya, the icecream tasted super weird. i had oreo and chocolate syrup as my toppping..... mayb it doesn't go well with yoghurt icecream? idk. watever it is, we reached Azizah's house VERY late. *sorry girl, it's not on purpose, ok* and i think i ate A LOT today. lol. i think. blah.

n guess wad, i got Playdoh!
thank you Syaznee! same goes to my two little brothers! love u guys soo much! i totally appreciate the effort of u to buy me a birthday present~ when i was ur age, i didn't have to do so..coz i'm the eldest! haha! lol. so evil. but i'll make sure u'll get nice presents from this very rich sister of yours:)

here are the pictures, as demanded by meiji ^^

*being proud* aren't they so cute??? hahah~

ryt now i'm downloading the GazettE's DIM songs ILLEGALLY. lol. and i'm feeling VERY BAD.
but the songs are F***ING DARK. which means BLOODY NICE. i'm sorry Reita. but i got to do this. i kenot tahan anymore. i want the album so badly. but i know it's impossible. so this is the only way. otherwise i'll go crazy and kill everyone. by this i can at least pretend that i own the album. i am SO pathetic, i know. wait till i get rich soon, i'll buy your albums since u first debuted till forever until u die. like what i did to TVXQ. i've never ever missed their album. be it japanese or korean, i will have it on my hands rightaway. well, except for singles, coz...nah..like not enough song liddat. blahhh..wutever. anyway, for the GazettE's songs reccomendations, Invisible Wall is awesome, Guren is superb, Leech is bloody dark, Distress and Coma is 'OMAGAWD.", Nakigahara is 'WOW?', 13 Stairs will destroy your eardrum, and there are more...listen okeyyh...pity me i'm the only gazette fan. well, as far as i've known, i am the ONLY one.

okok..my ramen is already ready to be eaten..i can smell it from here. omg. gtg. byebye. muahx~
love u Azizah. LOL.

Wasurenaide...

2009-07-16T15:09:00.018+08:00

greetings, readers :) there is not much to say here, let the pictures do the talking :D what's the special occasion? duh~ my birthday lar..LOL
where? Tokyo-G!!! kekekeke~
when? 8.49 pm, 14th of July, 09 ^o^
with? the whole family of course! who else?

rite now, i'm cursing the internet. why? coz of this stupid slow connection. are you having the same problem? let's curse the internet 2gether. oh, here's the pics, finally uploaded. ok, i can stop cursing now:) here we go ^^

haihz. so tired la. i din know that uploading pics can be so damn tiring.
anyway, thx to everyone for that special memorable day :)
i love y'all~

*itunes keep on playing that gazettE's new song from DIM album. i hate itunes because it reminds me that i couldn't get my hands on the GazettE's DIM album. i hate u i tunes. bloody itunes. curse u. curse u to hell. LOL.*

so, meiji, nice hor the place? we're really eating here ah? o.O
sarah, wanna join? nadiah n mariam-ah, the food is veli nice~sure dowan try ah?
hehe..lol..make my frens pokai..
no. cancel the making my frens pokai plan. l8r i won't get any presents pulak. LOOOOL. we go eat at warung tepi jalan, ok? save money~ kekekeke. LOL jkjk.
seriously, wanna join???
i'm promoting the restaurant. haha. lol.
wtever.
byebye.
i'm on the mission to create the GazettE's forum for fans in Msia.
i'll bet it'll be rubbish.
haha. so bz still got tym do forum.
oh, nadiah, here's Reita, my hubby...nyehehehe~

byebye~

Happy Birthday

2009-07-14T14:14:00.002+08:00

tengkyu very much to my friends who wished me :)
it's the best birthday wish ever i've had in my school year, with the singing, shouting, running, n surprises from all, i want to thank u guys very much ^^ eventhough there were tons of terrible pitching volume, i really do appreciate those moments, forever :)

From family to schoolmates to facebook, i would like to thank

God
Ibu
Ayah
Syaznee
Syaqeer & Syaqur
Aunty Irma
Uncle Nizam
Atuk
Nenek
Meiji
Sarah
Nadiah
Mariam
Hou Ching
Hii Zen
Brenda
Ida
Man Yi
Audrey
Kelly
Kai Yoong
Nikki
Mandy
Wei Sheng
Deborah
Nabihan
Nazifah
Nick
Miko
Arin
Alex
Christin
And to all other friends who wished n sang to me!

i know i've been saying this for hundred of times, but, thank you very much!!!
thx audrey for the Orang Asli name u gave. that was cool. Gisali anak Karamak.

take it as 'i do not exist'

2009-07-12T16:34:00.004+08:00

i'm tired of sending fan mails. can't think of what else to write. blah. forget abt it. forget abt it.....
it's useless n it's so wasting my energy and my brain. plus they might read it next year. haihz. this is a boring post.

wtver it is, i'm turning older soon. n again, it's so uncool. then next year, i'll turn 17, followed by 18, 19, 20, 21,22, n so on till i die. then i do not have to think this n that, stressing my life. i'll live in hell, then after thousands of years, i'll be transported back to heaven. eternal life. i'll get what i want there.

i'm bored. like so bored. grr. i'm off. bb.

is there anyone else at the bus stop?

2009-07-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

so, i've bought myself that freakin JellyBelly to satisfy myself. got tired of it already. haha. so fast. so i wish to cancel that freakin thing of my wishlist. so i'm cancelling it now, people. officially.
i want that gazettE's album badly....huwaaa...come to malaysia u freak...come to me...come to mummy.... n guess wat, i was so desperate till i fan-mailed my own hubby Reita to ask from him an album for my bday. darn pathetic. i bet 99.99% he won't read that mail. bcause it's in english, n it's asking for a free thing which he has been working hard on for months. dammit. i'm posting another fan-mail to Kai n Ruki now. so now i have a total o.o3% of Reita, Ruki, n Kai reading my fan-mail. this is so uncool. haihz.

let it be how it is fated to be

2009-07-10T15:51:00.002+08:00

the day has come.
open day.
ponteng-ed skul, since there is no point of going there.
dad was the one who went to meet En.Zamri.
without any interrogation, i was not invited to came along with him.
so why invite myself? let him go alone n enjoy his conversation with teach'r.
soon, he came back, with the report card in his hand.
*wth?wasn't he supposed to sign them n leave it with teacher???*
he placed the report card on the table.
"What's with you, Syeefa? "
before man was made, i knew he would ask so. so i told him my reasons. i admitted that i totally screwed up my exams, n i was sorry.
well accepted.
as usual, my parents would never cry their throat off to me, when it comes to my results. instead, they gave advices, n told me that they knew i could do much better than that. they knew i had my own reasons. n so on n so forth.
he signed them, n leave it on the wooden dining table.
of course i did not do it on purpose. there is always an explanation to everything.
so i promised, deep in my heart, that i would do much much better, in fact, the best out of the bests i could, in my upcoming exams. i'll let nothing blocking my way. nothing.

so i wouldn't expect much from my birthday. i understand that everyone is having financial crisis, unlike me, i have millions in my pocket. lmao. but it doesn't matter to me. i should thank God for what he has given to me. I thought i won't be able to walk properly on my birthday, or go anywhere due to my fractured ankle. but i was completely wrong. He has heard me, n the pain is now gone. fyi,without any medications, just rests. gawsh, only He knows how much i love Him. he actually gave me a birthday gift! keke~ thank you, God, Praises upon you, Almighty God. Alhamdulillah~ Muahxx! Hugs n Kisses! haha. ok, this is too much...

so, urm, that's it for today! bye bye~~~~

*shockingly, elephants ARE afraid of mice!*

wishlists:)

2009-07-08T17:10:00.009+08:00

hohoho...my birthday is coming and i didin't even realise. time passes so quickly n i'm turning one year older soon. keke. still can't bliv it's gonna be on next week. haha. too busy to remind myself abt it, even it is important. sweet sixteen. humph. wonder will it ever be sweet enough? came to think about it, i dun think so. y? coz my exam results are really bad, n jobs n trusts keep on piling on me. hua~

anyway, today i wanted to list out all (not all) the things i wished on my birthday:) doesn't mean u hav to buy them for me k. l8r pokai dun come n see me ne. it's just a wishlist to make this self happy...

What : The GazettE DIM Album
Where : Yesasia.com
Price : 115.50-141.50

What : The Original PlayDoh!
Where : Toys R Us
Price : 8.95-49.90

What : Boys Over Flowers OST
Where : Speedy, Rock Corner
Price : 54.90

What : JellyBelly Beans
Where : Cold Storage Subang Parade
Price : 12.90-49.90

What : No nut chocolate chip Famous Amos cookies
Where : Famous Amos outlets
Price : 7.70-(duno)

well, that's all i'm wishing 4 for this moment. obviously i'm hungry ryt? haha. i DAMN LOVE FOODS. kekeke. hu doesn't? hu cares if u're getting fat? u're not getting married now, r u? haha. but really wad...i dun care wan. i like to eat so let it be la~ kurururu...

so that's all about it i think. haha. babai. happy belated bday Kim Bum~ aja aja hwaiting oppa~
u're doing great!

oh, n btw, it has been ages n i din even wish happy bday to my reita n hyun joong weyh.

happy freakin belated bday then!!!

top is Reita from The GazettE, the hottest bass player ever. (nyehehe)
below is Kim Hyun Joong, my 3rd husband. (see that ring ovr there? it's our wedding ring.)

kklah, babai yea~ gtg do homwrks....

i predicted a horryfying death.

2009-07-03T16:55:00.004+08:00

nononono. see the title up there?
i'm gonna dig my own grave tonight.
why?
coz open day's coming.
n i've done really really bad.
n when i say really really bad.
it means really really bad.
omagosh.
10th of july.
i might not getting any presents for my birthday.
nononono.
yesyesyesyes.
nononono.
yesyesyesyes.
nononono.
watever man.

this is killing me madly.
*sssstt*

well, i have my own reasons to backup myself from being davastated.
1. 've been really buzy with majalah sekolah thingy.
2. was sick on the day of exam.
3. teacher din teach properply. (LOOOL)
4. "everyone got low marks also la mummy.."(:p)
5. forgot to read 'that' chapter. (>v<)
6. "hehe. bb-but i promise nex year i'll do much better." (XD)

dat's all i think. well, i'll think more abt it some other tym.

anyway, i was so happy to step in my school 2day after 2 days of MCs.
in the morning i can still walk without pain. but when it's like 11 somethin, the pain started to strike. waseyh. i was summoning for my pain killer in my heart. idiot bone. :P sorry bone.

hmm...so tmrw there's this prefects' gotong-royong. should i turn myself up? or no? if i do, den i'll have to do the easy lazy pig bum job. coz i kinda like have to minimize walking, or standing. or whatevr actions that puts load n pressure on my foot.

oyea, n i spelled jyen yiee's name wrongly, as well as man-yi's ahaha. sori la. as long it sounds the same, den can la. :P jkjk.

i love the gazette. lol. so random.

k lah, babai. i duno wad to say already. mind went blank.

thx all!

2009-07-02T07:44:00.002+08:00

this post is specially dedicated to these lovely frens of mine which really cared for me :)
i'll arrange d names randomly, k ^^

1. Keturah-thank you for ur help with the fine sugar thingy as well as the chemistry book i've asked u to pass to audrey :) it's already 7.10 or sumtin around there but u still came to help despite the chances of u getting late to school. i'm sorry if i have troubled you, tho, n i really appreciate ur help :) thank you, keturah!

2. Hou Ching - this girlfren msn-ed me after school, asking abt my condition. very thoughtful of her, right? it's nice to see words like 'take care' or 'rest ok' or anything else from someone u call, Friend. i'm so lucky to have a fren like her :) saranghaeyo, Chingz! hugs n kisses!

3. Kai Yoong - 4 A's beloved class monitor :) lol. he told me ystrday's homework, n gave me advices n all. so kind. but one thing la, he called me Michael Jackson. WTH. what's with michael jackson n me man??? anyway, i thank you sooo much! p/s: i LOVE the environment :)

4. Sarah - my another perverted gurlfren. XD. ths for the sms u gave me! "omg fa! gud thing u went n c doctor le...So serious weyh..Hope u r feelin better.." haha. n yes, thx to all my frens, i'm getting better, i think. big credits goes to the pain killer. XP. no lah, of coz big credits goes to my frens~ lots of thank you-es to you, Sarah!!!

5. Meiji - my genius girlfren. so kind to inform me things n keep my "F" grade physics paper with her. summore her exam file is already gemuk dam fat, still can keep my paper with her. plus, i've been absent to school, leaving her all alone with kaiyoong. sorry~~~ n she might be really alone in class now, coz kaiyoong s absent too. sorry and thank you soo much, meiji!

6. Hsiu Jiuan - my long lost standard 2 fren!!! see the shoutmix box on your left? there's a kind message left for me in it. i can still rmbr how she helped me with oil pastels. she thought me how to use toned colours, n make my colourings more nice. that was when we're standard two :) thx a lot, jiuan!!

7. Wai Leong - my another kind-hearted neighbour. XD. this punk called me at 7 am early in the morning, while i was sleeping. "err...syeefa. i can pass the thing to dilyla for u. i'm coming down in 5 minutes time.." n i was like, " *sleepy* oh, yea...k lah, den i wait for u at the basement la..zZz.." then he goes, "whose basement? mine or urs?" "mine". hehe. sorry la, coz i can't walk properly plus my eyes can't open so u hav to come to my basement. so thank you a lot, yea...

these people desrve big credits as my frens :) again, thank you very much!!! i love u guys!!! i'll b back 2mrw, ok! miss u guys soo much! thank you, God, for giving such thoughtful n caring frens!

My Reason Is

2009-07-01T15:46:00.005+08:00

evening, readers :)

went to the clininc this mornin. doctor said i fractured my calcaneum. wat's calcaneum? here. the pic will show ya wat's calcaneum.

yep, it's that part of bone over there. and he said my tendon was too weak for physical sports. gud gud. dat's wad i wanna hear. coz i to-tal-ly HATE sports :)

so it's fractured and he gave me two days of medical leave ^^. if after 2 days, n the pain is still goin on, then it's gonna be x-rayed. coolness. i love clinics, i love hospitals. coz y? i duno. i was like this since young. hospitals attracts me. i love the doctors, i love the nurses (Sarah, i'm not perverted XD), n i love the environment. it's like so...so...so...so white. lmao. i have no words to describe my feelings towards the hospitalsXP. somehow, i hate it when i'm given medicines. especially when its super gedabak. seriously, how can u fit n swallow them through ur throat? from my experiences, i'll choke. n lemme tell ya sumtin. my grandfather could swallow almost 10 pills sekaligus manz. dam cunted. he has a big fat channel in his throat. ('o'). nah, kiddin. (^v^). no,the 10 pills is true, but the big fat channel throat is not true. geddit? ok. it doens't matter if u didin't.

anywayz, i would like to thank ma gurlfren, Hou Ching who is now msn-ing me n ask me abt my condition:) vry gud fren. (>v<) thx to keturah oso :D anywayz, this is a new MV from Tohoshinki-Stand By You :0
Enjoy yea! i'll be fine soon! thx frens!

babai!

An Apple A Day Keeps The Doctors Away. I Don't Wanna Eat Apples.

hye. hehe.

2009-06-30T19:01:00.001+08:00

hoho. i came bek pretty fast aite? i mean, very fast, aite?
seriously, i have nothing to do now.no, actually, i do have something to do, like, Bio PEKA, then English essay, Literature homework, prefects' duty table, sejarah notes and.....ok thats a lot. i'm changing my mind.

btw, b4 i leave my palace of wonders, which is, here, my blog, i'm gonna post a video of my beloved gazeto (omg it sounds like gelato. i'm hungry.) Enjoy watching! ma hubby (Reita) is soooooo cute! n so as Kai-kun~

Love You, Reita...oh, n btw, credits to kyokeii on youtube :0 and, it's this year's interview, in case anyone's is wondering...

Dear Pink Diary.....

2009-06-30T17:50:00.004+08:00

welcome to my childhood life :)
yep, princesses, crowns, kingdoms, pink and adorable ^^ gugaga i'm sooo loving it!

mayb it sucks to some of u, but watever, it's my blog, not ur business. blah.

hmm...so...hmmm...sooo..wat actually....hmm....happened today, o' mirror mirror on the wall?
The mirror on the wall : thou, O' Princess......I....
i........
i.........(trying hard to recall-wth)
i..........(gawsh, this is hard)

ok seriously, i duno wat to say.

ok let's start with..........................
with...................................
omagawd.

no, don't start with 'omagawd'.

omagawsh!
wad to write hereeeee??????????

em, yea, sarah, fyi, my name is Nurul Syeefa :) NOT Nurul Jackson, or Michael Syeefa, thx a lot, ur coorperation is much appreciated :)

and, erm....wat else har?
oyea, this is random-i was waiting for my dad at the bus stop this afternoon when i suddenly craved for baby's nestum.
weirdo.
i suddenly had the creamy milky taste in my mouth, i think my salivary gland has gone retarded or something. blah. Pass.

this is boring. Pass.

i was asking a question that even a stupid maniac retard person won't ask to anyone else in the world, and that is, "Why are Japanese idols so old?"
and she repiled me the best answer that even a super hyper genius Einstein wouldn't have thought of, which is, "Because they're not young."
And i go,with an innocent face, "yeah, you're right."
.........................................................................................
.........................................................................................
Pass.

i want The GazettE's new album!!!! wait, i got an idea. ok, whoever is reading this now, (don't stop reading!) i want u to pray to your God, that I will receive a marvellous present of The GazettE's DIM album on the week of my birthday, okay? thank you and ILY:D Why 'the week'? coz it's release date is on the 15th of July, which is THE DAY AFTER MY 16TH BIRTHDAY. Calculated? yep, it's 14th, people!! 14th!!! Remember that! My Bday!!! and i'm so bloody proud of myself because i was born on the 14th July!!! hehehhe. magawd. this is super lame.

i'm getting one year older soon.
yay?
nah, i love being 15 :)
n i will miss being 15 >v<
college.(y am i reminding myself?)
university. (because ur parents did)
jobs. (i'm hating this)
money. (ok..)
money. ($.$)
money. ($o$)
money.
money.
money.
money.
money.
money.
ok, now i'm loving it.

ah, gtg now. babai peeps!

If You are One, Act As One-this is specially to those people who think they deserve it. :)

Bon Odori

2009-06-18T17:22:00.011+08:00

Bon Odori Festival 2009( Malaysia,Selangor )
Venue : Panasonic Sports Complex (formerly Matsushita Centre)
Address : Lot 4, Persiaran Perkilangan, Seksyen 21, Shah Alam,Selangor
Date : 18th July 2009
Time : 5 p.m. to 10 p.m.
Tickets : Free Admission
Phone : 03-2274 2274 (Japanese Club of KL)
Transport:Free Shuttle Bus from Shah Alam KTM Station to Matsushita
Stadium is provided.



ATTENTION
● Strictly no smoking except for designated areas.
● No high-heels allowed in the dancing field.
● No wearing stuff like Goth lolita and any stuff that are considered not
polite you would not want people to insult your ancestors would you.
● NO COSPLAYING. Respect the Japanese culture and tradition please.

ruined

2009-06-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

my life is ruined. special thanks to my stupid dumbass bloodyshit thumbdrive. might miss subjetcs tmr. i love my life. oh, yes i do.

kill me. i wanna die young.

2009-06-15T15:52:00.008+08:00

that's true. most of the people i am close with knows this very well. i prefer to die young rather than dying old. why? i just don't know. isn't this just random? bahhh.

lemme tell u a story of my life, n why do i love black,death,evil n goth very very much.

i was pampered like a princess since in womb. mum sings to me, dad counts to me, n my diet never goes wrong. i wasn't introduced to the world until the fourteenth day of the sabbath month comes. it was '93 by then, at sjmc. i grew up getting whatever i wanted. n even getting whatever i didin't even wish to have. not to brag, but i used to eat at expensive restaurants, plus, my dad was working as a excutive accountant for a well-known golf resort. and because of that, the whole family gets to indulge at every restaurant there are in the resort for every single day. say it, japanese, fusion, oriental, lounge, buffet hotel, i was too adapted to these places. plus dad owns a red sportcar-i can't recall the model-with built in speakers. i started enrolling in an international playschool. i was given a reward on my first day of school-a recordable toy radio.-and my life was perfectly luxurious. but it doesn't last as long as i wanted it to be.

A sister was born.Dad had to sell the car, n get another car which could comfortably fit us both.
I started off kindergarten, sister joins the playschool after me. internationals, of course. everything should be the best for us. the best out of the very bests. imma R.E.A.L kid, same goes to my sis n bros.

we moved from a big house to an apartment i am living in now. why? because we have a little baby brother this time. i was seven when he's one. mum n dad searched for the best international school, and they found one. but thinking about my other siblings, can they cover these bloody expenses? let's cut some dollars, then. oho, yes, they did, i was a SK Seafield 3 student. every 20 minutes of school break, mum would come, driving in her car into the school, n called me in. and guess what? while those other students were eating in the canteen,enduring the sun heat, i am in the car, enjoying the cooling aircond, n my fresh packed snack. i started to have friends, my bests actually, childhood friends, i'd say. and they were, Nicholas, Jeremy, Daniel, Damien, Andrew, Maizatul, Diyana, n lots more. From Nick to Andrew, their mum always come to pay a visit during school break, same thing my mum did.

years passed, n and the family tree extends its twig. a baby boy. bye bye old car, hello new big car. yep, it's the one's i'm riding on now. b4 getting our foot onto that car, there were lots of confusions. i don't know what kind of confusions are they, but it made us rent a white Saga, which was so uncomfortable. i started to hate my life. where is my princess life? then the next thing i remembered was, the white Saga transforms itself to a white van. not really transformed, of course, but as in 'dad changed the rented car'. i began to suck my life. soon after, the new big car came to the rescue.

i grew older, holding responsibilities as an elder sister. i hate that. i was too used to doing my own business, so i neglect my juniors. my requests were being considered, and i was totally mad. but princess doesn't get mad, do they? so i kept my feelings deeeeeeeeeeep into my heart. i thought, there was always a happy ending. i will get what i want.

but no. complete the sentence. i will get what i want IF i worked hard for it. my heart was burnt to ashes. i don't want to work. but you won't get what you want if u don't. so, i have to. work hard. see how spoilt i am. :D

finally, dad wants to buy a luxurious condominium. as for mum, she suggests to open a bridal boutique. well, u can't do both. u're not millionare, or a billionare. anyway, true love will always win. u've guessd it rite, dad loves mum. i stay shut.

dad resigned for the sake of helping mum with her new boutique. i had to bid farewell to my silver spoons, my creamy cakes, my yummy jellies, and my royal chefs. hatred were burning in the inside of me. soon, the true love business begin. yea, it started off really well. but.....not my type. not like what i was used too. it takes time for me to adapt my new life. to adapt my new life. my new terrible life.

i started to fond blood, darkness, and evil. but i'm still a princess. i love pretty laces, red roses, throne and crowns. i was too pampered n my perfect life was stolen. i felt sad but i know i have to go on. and that is how, i became Gothic Lolita.

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but the business went very well, and i've gotten used to it. i love God. i love Mum. i love Dad. i love my sister. i love my brothers. i love my life. but i'm still loving darkness. :)=

세

2009-06-01T23:33:00.005+08:00

heyp~ it's d 3rd day of hol!
or, i should call it, a wonderful day of hol!!!

my mum spent the whole day with us, except with dad, going shopping n all!
huuuaaa~ i felt so dam f***ing happy~~~~~~~~~~~~~

we went to Sooka KL, n had lunch there. we indulged on Sushi King (mmm nyam nyam) den we walked along an art galery, n viewed on every art there was. some of them costed thousand, n some hundreds....wuuuuuu....but the art was really nice...it's a great experience viewing through the arts....

after that, we took a short visit to mum's studio coz mum had some undone business. so while waiting, i colour printed Prince Storm's pics!!!! kukukukuku~ Prince Storm, a.k.a, Prince Noctis Lucis Caelum, is my new bf, pplz! lolol.

at around 6 pm, we've reached Ikano. which means....yeah, u gt it ryt peepes! shopping!!!! mum bought me n my sis these black n white shades, which is awe-some~ waseyh, i looked lyk a kamen rider myself XD then i came across this weird bug-eye glasses. i can't describe it's features, but it kinda looked cute. :) keke...but didin't buy coz when i tried them on, ppl started to look weird on me. also, mum bought 2 big huge enormously gedebak plastic diamond ring which looked really cool~

next, we dined on Ikea's meatballs n chicken wings. oh man, yum yum. we also had a slice of Daim cake n it was really good. so mum decided to buy one whole cake for us :) omo, totemo ureshii desu!!!

then..um....oh ya, we went somewhere i duno...it's a Balinese restaurant...not to eat there but to review what's there. mum said we're gonna celebrate Fathers' Day there~~~~the place was really another awesome-ness with brown lights n stuffs. whoah. i gotta bring u guys there manz...really cool...
it was already 11 by then, so we headed home :)
n now i'm here, blogging :)

here u go, my new bf!!!! Prince Noct >v<
Final Fantasy Versus XIII :)>>:D>>XD

이

2009-05-31T17:41:00.003+08:00

2nd day~
woke up quite early, n do house chores. gah, BOORING GILER!
den go KL, visit grandma n grandpa, went bek around 5:30, then go mum's studio~
then i'm here, blogging.
n guess wad, i was drying up the clothes on d balcony...since i was to erm, not short, just, not tall enough, i can't seem to reach up to hang the socks. i'm suppossed 2 hang the socks at a high place. budden, everytym i hang, it fell down. it fell down from 4 storeys high. same thing goes for the other 3/4 socks. so, urm, i wanna say sorry to the socks's owner n also to the people standing at the basement coz they kena hit by socks :) i can't help it. hehe. ^^ peace n smile >v<

btw, here u go, one of my favourite The GazettE's vid. Distress and Coma~
awaiting for GazettE's upcoming album, DIM. release date is on 15 July :0 gah, one day after my bday.
Enjoy!

일요일

2009-05-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

it's TVXQ's new Share The World PV :)
n it's the 1st day of holiday.
mum woke me up in the morning, n told me to call the pizza man for lunch since she n dad is out.
i took the money n put it into my skulbag, which was d nearest item from my bed, n went bek to sleep :)
........................................................................

i woke up, n it's already like, 1:47 pm???
i was lyk, wow.
then i took my bath
which was like, 15 minutes.
then i went to my cupboard, staring at the clothes
pick a cloth, drop it, pick one, drop one
til i found the right cloth to wear.
then tidy up my bed n the mess i made
after that, i said hello to my laptop
but it didn't reply me
anyway, i turn it on, n here i go, blogging.

i guess this will go on until the last day of holz.

oh, n btw....
i had this really weird dream....
but i can't really recall what happened...
chakamanyeon.....umm...
i remembered i was with my dad all the tym. the whole family went to a supermarket which doesn't look lyk a supermarket, at all. the interior design was so beautiful, with chandeliers (am i spelling it ryt?) and pale wallpapers. in fact, there were long curtains separating each section of the supermarket. then i came across a book, which is abt spirits n ghosts. n guess wad, in real life, i was looking for the same kind of book. eerie~
i don't remember what happened next.
all i knew was, me n dad kinda like flied (???) til we reach outerspace. XD. dad found this isolated land on planet. by naked eye. and he wants to own that land.
as soon as we reach there (the isolated land), a space officer came to us n warned us not to disturb anything while on the land. so means daddy can't own the place. so we went off..
we came back to earth, n we saw lots of weird people. oh, 4gt to tell dat, planet earth was so cybernized in my dream. spaceships n all. despite the moderness n cyberness of the earth, we still came across wooden houses, which was kinda abandoned. is like, the whole world went dim n dull when there r old houses around. my dream went blank after me n dad were walking along a lonely road during sunset.

hehhe. i think my story sequence were all mixed up. ah, i can't really recall them. btw, the dream itself was so quiet n very mysterious. i had lots of this kind of dreams. but i can't describe them well. there was once i was lost in a forest. n there were long high thin tress evrywhere. n there will be this someone walking past through the trees very quickly. then i came across a rusted statue. the next thing i rememberd was, i'm in a cottage with an unknown family. i went to the cottage's basement, n found a performing stage. i opened the red curtains, n my sister pulled me in. i found a long treasure box, n opened it. it was somebody. but i can't recall who. then my mind went blank. XD.

aha, i think i gotta stop. till' next tym :) ttfn >v<

p/s : i truly apologize if my story were so hard to understand. i can't seem to arrange the seqeunce properly.

shoelace too long.

2009-05-28T14:48:00.003+08:00

yep, my shoelace was too long so i cut it of with scissors. ryt, meiji? but it's still long. haunted, i guess.

1st of all, 2nd terms exams r over n i'm sure evryone's vry happy ryt now. i was suppossed to do better but i juz don't know y, i dun feel like taking exams. i totally spit out the wrong stuffs 4 physics, sure fail wan la. seriously, not A, not B, not C. it'll b d first tym in my life to fail in exam.

gah, zip it off.

anyway, anywayyyyy, i was tagged desu ne. by Marika-chan. so here i go, 25 facts abt me. :) enjoy! >v

1. To all citizens of the earth, my name is spelt S-Y-E-E-F-A, not syeera, shifa, sheefa, syifa, syira, shira, (i duno where the 'r's come from), or watever spelling u can make up in ur mind, n it is pronounced as SH-EE-FA. not SH-EI-FA, SH-E-FA, SEI-FA, or even SSSHHHHHH and go blank.

2. I kinda hate my birthday. bcoz i'll grow old and i hate it when things don't turn up wat i've expected. mayb i'm being too ungrateful. hehe. gotta throw this bad habit.

3. when i was around the age of 5/6, i tend to pull my shirt to big size bcoz it's hot.

4. i can still wear the 'pulled' t-shirts until now. which is amazing.

5. i was 6 and whenevr i've finished my dinner, i would stand up on the diner chair, n thought that i've grown taller.

6. and whenevr i stand up on that chair, i WILL fall down. it's like, almost every dinner.

7. i've a picture of myself naked in d bathroom when i was 4/5. thanks mum. great pic.

8. i'm scared of clowns until now. their smile is just too fake. their nothing but fools.

9. i'm scared of Ronald McDonalds n his frens. anyway, he's a clown.

10. i can never understand jokes until i was 13.

11. i am a mata duitan. but not those bad ones. is like, whenver i sees opportunity to gain some money, i'll go for it. not those ppl where whenever they saw money on d floor, they put it into their pocket. nonono. not me.

12. i hate my brothers. means i hate kids? think so. had to scream my hell throat off at them. especially boys n bitchy gals. those ngada-ngada one. yuck. but i like babies :) dam kyoot.

13. i would love to bcome a detective one day.

14, btw, my ambition was to be a princess when i was 4.

15. i was 6 when i cried watching 'The Fox and The Hound'. mum found it out n told her whole family abt it.

16. i was a big fan of Star Wars. name it. Ja-Ja Binks? Obi-wan? Amidala? Padawan? i can explain every single bittle things abt them. i was 12 back then.

17. whenever i turn on the tv, the first channel i would flip is, surprisingly, Discovery Channel.

18. I'll fall sleep after watching a few minutes of Discovery Channel.

19. Loves Play-Doh! if possible, buy me a set of Play-Doh on my bday :) ^^ 14 july ok! 14!!!

20. once used paper shredder to shred my bread. that tym i was 5.

21. I was being pampered too much when i was a kid. end up, i feel vry vry angry n sad whenever i don't get what i want now. ryt now i'm trying to learn how to control that yucky attitude.

22. like Jyen Yiee, i have issues with Enid Blyton. I used to think his name was 'Grid Bluton'. until i was 10/9.

23. I collect Enid Blyton books since i was 6. i had a whole stack of them back in time when i was 11.

24. my first tym reading a Malay storybook was when i was 12. title is Salma. it's a malay version of Nancy Drew. n i was soooooooooooooooooooooo into it. Love Nancy Drew :)

25. My parents bought me Salma every month. but i finished up the book really fast, like, in a day. so i asked for 3 Salma books 4 my bdaythat yr. come to think abt it nw, i should've wish for a handphone. what a LAME wish.

so there u go. feel like writing more. ah, next tym la. so here r d peeps i tag~

~Miki
~Chingz
~Meiji
~Sylvia
~Brenda
~Deborah
~Lyana_EunJae
~Kenzaki

have fun!

updated :)

2009-05-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

ehem. ok. 123. start.

last nite, when my mum came bek home, she had something for me.
well, for me n my sis, actually. it was hair products. ahaha. anyway, it's a japanese hair products. *WOOOHOOO* oho well, she bought this hair serum to soften d hair n so n so which smells really good. n she also had this special shampoo 4 us as well, which also smells great. kinda wondering why is she buying hair products 4 us. our hair ugly ah? but anyway, i had both of them on my hair diz morning and.............hey, it worked! it turned out really silky but d thing is i tied my hair~ when i let them down, ahahaha, my hair looked like it was straightened! funny~ btw, thank you mum! i understand dat u hate rebonding or perming or watsoevr...well, i kinda hate it too actually.

talkin abt hair rebonding n perming, it reminds me of plastic surgery. talking abt plastic surgery, it reminds me abt d korean drama i watched juz awhile ago. n guess waad, i cried. eh, ppl hav emotions ok....wad drama? hmm...actually it's quite old ady, bt since i hav d cd, i decided to watch it agn. it's 200 pounds beauty. i'm sure u knoe abt it. kinda challenged me to hold d tears. haha. i'm dat kind of person. will hold d tears till d end. n cry in d toilet. haihz, y am i telling u diz? it was suppossed to be one of my secrets. anyway, it's out now. btw, for those who hasn't watch d movie yet, go watch! touching (for me) and also....erm..nice! gahh..actually, i duno wad to type in my post la. i told sarah to update her blog tonite n she asked me will i, and i said, i will. so i am now. gosh, i gtg now. aishi, tot i wan to write abt 25 random facts n secret of my life, budden....hmm..u'll juz hav to wait till d nex update of mine! ttfn, tata4now!

xiao xiao

2009-05-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

waliao~
my bet, din study well 4 bio.
ppr 1 n ppr sure kantoi wan. especially essay part. confirm 0/20 le.
the 2day pulak, ppr 3.
wah. i duno la.
better than ppr 1 n 2 i guess.
huh, i duno la. 4 sure get telur ayam one. telur ayam 4 me so i can cook more omelettes at home.
added to exam stress, pengawas stress pulak.
ronda here n there, with my super hot blazer on.
den got lots of ppl absent la, no one jaga la, late la, talk talk la, duno where 2 jaga la..
haihhhhhhhh.......like this can lead 2 malnutrition u noe...
summore din eat breakfast b4 cumin to skul
reccess oso like once in a blue moon
lunch oso like dowan eat coz same food evryday
dinner le, my whole family like kenyang ady
den wad i eat?
i eat air
the udara
very delicious, scrumptious, n irressitible
den tonite, as usual, gt family sports
dunola since when suddenly my family came out with this idea of playing sports evry weekend nite
2day play badminton
i ask u, hw am i supposed to play w/o FOOD??????
gahh...
added to d above deadly situations, sidang redaksi stress pulak
publisher will cum nex week.
again, i mati kangkang.

n guess wad, i duno if i measured wrongly, but i'm 149cm in height, n 43 in weigh.
gt a lot of number 4, means die fast.
my bday is on d 14th summore.
nicely done.

den hav to study add maths plak.
at skul cn do, exam le, brain dead.
2mrw gt hari kcmrlangan.
hav to cum skul aroung 7:40.
wth.
i'll cum at 8.

thank god i hav my lovely oppa with me.
secret code is spectacular!
must buy 1
lol
evry album oso must buy.
dats me, spend most of my money on ppl's presents, n tvxq's albums.
i dun keep money 4 myself.
well, got la, but still end up for someone.
hmm...

wah, rite nw my leg gt no feeling weh.
...................................................................
ah., now gt feeling ady
AHHHH!!!! d ants!!!! my feet!!!
WAAAHHH!!! GELI MAN!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! my leg kenot move ady
so ticklish bcoz of d ants
u noe wad ants ryt?
aiya, d needles wan...
very geli wan

ah, wateva la.

so random me.

bb.

i'm so tired.

2009-05-08T13:49:00.002+08:00

there is sooo many things to do. but i can't escape. because everything has to be done.

btw, today, me n meiji sticked d background board for prefects installation. ah, THANK YOU MEIJI!!!!!

hahha. okok. sambung cerita. first, we used cellotape to stick the words on the board, coz we wanna estimate how much space we need to fill d whole thing up. then, while doing, ppl came in the room, n saw what we did. well, i can't recall if they commented anything bad, but overall said it was nice. aha, thx, evryone~ budden l8r KK came in, den say what we did was wrong. Kk said the title we do wrong. den me n meiji feel like wanna slap his face until teeth fall down. thnk god we had the patience in us. we followed evrything teacher said, so dun kacau us la. we noe what we r doing, ok. u just shut ur bloody mouth up la, pls. see, how garang i am now. all bcoz of stress. :(

den owh, after sticking everything into place n rearrange the words to the centre, to make it look nice n neat, another stupid human with a bloody mouth came in. summore juz oni junior u noe. that human said la, why use cellotape, waste time oni, den ask when to finish la, den keep on asking when we're gonna complete them. OMG. i noe la u're teacher's daughter, ok. so what? i'm a bussinessparent daughter, lagi dahsyat. LOOOOLX. haha, i perasan pulak now. ah, anywayz, if u think wat i did was a waste of time, wat's ur problem? if u think u can do better than me n meiji w/o arranging properly first and measuring here n there, why not u come here n help? i'll happily leave evrything to u. stupid. n why ask when to finish? ur problem ah? why? u'll die ah if we dun finish? if so, i'll never finish it coz i want u to die. ask so much but dowan to help. eh, hello, u dun like this n that is my problem meh? i'm so sorry. i do what i like, n u just zip n shut ur filthy mouth. u lagi waste time. come skul comment here n there. make ppl hate u. GRR. i hate those kind of i*****. make me wnna vomit at ur face.

tenshon.

2009-04-24T14:47:00.002+08:00

2day, i was absent in school.
why?
coz i was super duper tired i guess. fatigue-ness conquered my whole body. since d photography session d other day.and i had 2 wait mum n dad until 10.40 something last night. FYI, my eyes will just shut when d clock stucks 10 pm. but now, i had to stay awake. so yeah, i did it. then mum n dad came home, brought us to eat dinner. i don't hav apetite, since it was already late. but i felt really really tired. we came back home at 12. d whole family had a short chat about ma bro's bday 2mrw. wad to do, where 2 bring, then duno wad la...bla bla bla. i slowly walk into my bedroom, my eyes shut tight. not more than a second, i fell asleep. deep in my mind, i know i had to wake up at 6, n get ready to skul. my body will automatically wake itself up usually. without any alarm. well, it did today. but the sun has stood up right before my eyes. too late. n i duno y, i really wanted to cum skul 2day. n i felt sad. LOL. i dunno y. i feel like getting myself ready 2 skul. but wad's d point? by d tym i reach skul, it would be around 11.

now i'm at home. feeling less tired n awake. i had enough rest to cover up my tiredness finally.
haaa....

Distress And Coma

2009-04-22T19:26:00.002+08:00

woah...d title says it all.
jobs to be accomplish :

task 1 - Study for midterm exam :D (1st subject to b tested on=BIOLOGY) - g-r-e-a-t.
task 2 - Collect organisation charts 4 evry persatuan, kelab, n unit beruniform.
task 3 - Collect PMR analysis from Pn Vasantha.
task 4 - Collect SPM analysis from Pn Chua.
task 5 - Do anything to make d Prefects' Room nicer.
task 6 - make sure d prefects do they duty EVERYDAY. *dead*
task 7 - finsh up ALL homeworks.
task 8 - SLEEP N REST.

well, d great part is, none of them r checked yet.
i'll go slowly. but l8r kena scolding. n if i dun do well, which i memang dun do well, as a prefect, i might not get any good post or, remain my stupid post. i think if i were to remain, i'd rather quit my post n go on as a normal prefect. but i think i won't get any, which is good news to me, coz i dun hav to do anything. but bad news to my parents. *pulls hair* Grrr...

i'll try to make time with my blog so it wouldn't be dead, like me.

boys over flowers...i no more tym to watch ady. i watch until ep23, then stop. NO TYM MANZ!!!

i've became darker.

no...

wateva.

honestly, when i came school 2day, i felt half-alive. like i had just woke up from death.

mayb i'll b fully alive 2mrw.

i'm a singer for a band called dunno-wad-wad

means dat my band dunno to put wad name.

help.

i wan sing out loud.

so dat all my tension is extracted away from my poor soul.

so now.

babai.

go do h/w :D

i feel so happy.

NOT.

credits to the gazettE 4 d title, Distress n Coma
listening to : the gazettE-Distress n Coma

this is REAL me. LoL~

2009-04-11T16:32:00.002+08:00

omagwd..haha...meiji....so funny manz u...i wonder if ppl cn understand onot~ haha ~
anywayz, actually, me n abo-abo went to find for Pn.Habsah in d Bilik Guru. Dat tym none of us were wearing specs. LoL. so imagine 2 half-blind ppl lookin for teacher in d room, n not knowing where is d teacher's place. :D so, we end up standing besyd d door.

Abo-abo : Dat one teacher ah? *points straight*
Me : (dunno wad to say coz half-blind) I think so...
*teacher looks at us*
*we stand oni, nono move. Haha.*
Abo-abo : i think it's teachr la...Haha! i dunno la!! *flapping both her hands front*
(i dunno y, but we never tried to go near the teacher. instead, we stand there like statue, guessing here n there.)
Me : really ah....
the teacher meiji was pointing came to us.d nearer the teacher walked to us, the clearer the image i saw of the teacher . LoooooooooL. it was Pn. habsah, the teachr we r looking for.
Pn. Habsah : Cari siapa?
me n abo-abo : ahahhh...cikgu la..
Abo-abo : kita tak nampak, tak pakai spec...
Me : ahhhahh..ya..ya...tak nampak cikgu..*in my mind: i feel so blind n stupid*

so, the end, after dat incident is none of ur business. haha. >v<

then oh.............my otak dam sakit tenat ady........i saw the light to heaven evrytime i do my hw. XD I GOT DAM LOADS OF HOMEWORKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've been secreting all my brain juices so now i think i'll pause for a while n post sumtin on my blog, n play online games. Den, i'll continue n finish them by today. i hope so. I WILL DO SO! waaah...if i keep on like this, i can admit myself into ICU ady. my head seriously dam pain weh..u noe how big is the dam pain? the dam as in the reservoir dam? Yes, dat big. My head wan to explode ady. oop, it exploded. now all i c at d screen is a smashed brain of mine, including little pieces of skull dat went 2gether with d brain explode.
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i better go play game now. my head dam reservoir pain ady. seriously. so buh-bye. n thanks meiji for helping me in my add maths :) n helping me to post sumtin in my blog. LoL. XD

abo-abo

2009-04-10T16:51:00.002+08:00

hello im abo-abo :DDD ,

sad lor. no time go out wet... evryday stay at home do hw nie...... ahhhhhhhhh!! tolong pls... oh yayayaya ,

yesterday.. we had chemistry.. den we went to teacher's room to find some teacher.. den me and flower cant see anything.. half blind !! so kesian.. den tak boleh nampak lah.. den.. den..denden.... apa jadi ah.. ah.. den ah.. the teacher saw us.. not we find teacher.. aiya apa la i forgot adi.. wait flower come tell la.. wahahaha zz. need buy specs.. orang buta AHAHA.

fled

2009-04-08T12:50:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps!!!

manz...i miss y'all a lot y'kno~

i miss school, i miss koko, i miss ma class, i miss ma desk, ma chair, ma skul bag, ma pencilbox, ma eraserman, ma teachers, ma Semenanjung Malaysia, ma home, my kbsworld, ma Jihoo, ma room, ma bed, ma everytin.

i wish i cud share evrytin wit y'all, budden........................................................................................
wah so lazy la XD
niemind, i'll make a scrapbook, stick all d pics, den show u guys lor. hehe. coz there r lots of pics, so ma fan la if i post here.....ok? ok? ok.

anyway, the trip was splendid. we departed at 9 am n had breakfast in the airplane. we arrived at Kuching 2 hours after dat :) Kuching, i tell ya, is a vry small town. it's so big difference compared to here. haha. btw, my uncle bcame our temporary guide tourist in Sarawak. he brought us to eat 'Umai' which is a jellyfish dish. man, dat was my fave. dam sedap. it's something lyk Yeesang. then we indulged on Sarawak ice blended drinks....gawsh i felt like in heaven. i feel so refreshed, haha.

then we went to Mount Santubong. i wan to show the pic, but...haihz...i lazy la...anyway, d mount was special. it formed naturally like a long-haired woman lying down on her back. it was a folk legend dat, there was once this 2 princesses, Santubong n Sejinjang, was cursed to never fight with each other. but bcoz of Sejinjang's jealousy towards Santubong n a handsome prince, both of d princess fought. Santubong slapped hard on Sejinjang's cheek, n it was d folks' belief dat d cheek was scattered on d sea, forming Pulau Kera. thus, after the fight, they were punished. Santubong became the mountain, n Sejinjang bcame the sea, with her cheeks as Pulau Kera. haha. Serves u guys ryt. LOL. so peeps, DON'T FIGHT.

we oso went on the perahu. wahh...dam nice weh...d wind was sooooo cooling...it was really an adventure.

then we went 2 the Culture Village to the Kadazans, Ibanese, Melanaus, Ulus, n many other more. the Ibans hav this Head Hunter, which obviously, hunts men's head n hanged d dead head in their house in circles. eerie.......n some ppl said they're still out there in Sarawak. gyahh...luckily i'm back with my head safe with me. haha. Every ethnic's house is very differnt. n they were wonderful. i was like ooooh, ahhhh, *take photos*, waaahhhh, fuyohhh...
n i Ibans r d most sexiest ethnic of all.
MUAHHAHAHAH.LOL. cum on! they were juz wearing d long cloth to cover their bottoms (YUUUCKK!!!!) i couldn't bear to watch them!!! kYAAA~ n d women had short skirts, n they juz cover their tops, showing their so-nice belly. adding to dat, they were dancing n singing. i was like, watver dude, can't help but laugh. other ethnics hav proper attires. woah, thnk God. if evry ethnics wears outrageously, i simply dno wad 2 do. i duno y am i in Sarawak if it happens.

also, we went to this museum where they showed how their crafts, and many more. and.....in one of the framed pics in d musuem, there is diz one women, sewing cloth, and.........TOPLESS. her b***** was like hanging down. (OMG!!! i shouldn't tok abt this in ma pure holy blog!) but imagine, how does she run? i mean, her b***** will go like slapping her face XD (NOOOOO!!!! forget abt it!!!!!!please!!!!)

weh, weh, i wan stop ady la...to much above 18 contents la.....i'll continue more when there's tym...

c'ya 2mrw!!! :D

critical moment

2009-04-03T18:17:00.005+08:00

o.ma.GAWD.

tell me, how do you feel when your loved one shuts his mouth up n wouldn't talk to u, n for a moment u thought he wouldn't be back by your side in a blink of an eye?
when your loved one was in a critical condition of coma n it might be your fault?
when your loved one ditched u without any second thought straightaway?
when your loved one died in a flash of a light?
when your loved one is like, GONE FOREVER N U MIGHT NOT ABLE TOO SEE HIM ANYMORE???

*Moooooooouuurns*

it happenned a second ago, to me!
My beloved one!!!
Huaaaa!!!!!
My iPod!!!!!!!!!!
It was playing Tokio n it suddenly stop!!! i only get to hear 0.29 seconds of d song right before it menghembuskan nafas terakhir... Well, like all lovers, I do panic. I wasn't ready to let it go. Thank God, Apple.com exists....n it brought it's life n soul back into it's body....n it's alive now...huah...~ my my....

now i know wat to do if it dies one more time. XD
I love my iPod soooooo much. Muahx Muahx. If only i can marry my iPod...LOL. save money for groom's expenses. hehe...>v<>

What is this?
no, you're WRONG! haha! u're SO WRONG! LOL -crazy-
actually it's the number 10 in chinese characters. creatively by me XD

more..um....numbers? lol. i dunno wat i wrote here. let's try. from top left, 'ren', 'yi', 'er', 'san', den i duno ady. middle left, 'ten' (lol, means number 10), den my own made number 5, den got so many numbers my head pening like hell ady.

left : sarah's left-handed drawing= bravo. excellento. cun-ted.
right : my left-handed drawing= perfecto. even much better that Leornado Da Vinci's. as u noe, The Mona Lisa is renowned for it's er....watevr. but when u look at mona lisa at different angles, u will find her sometimes smiling, sombre, or watevr. same applies on my masterpiece, look at it n it kinda like pointing it's middle finger to u. but when u c properly, u hav no idea which finger is it pointing at. Excellent Masterpiece, i must say. (lol.actually damn hodoh)

last n final, meiji's right handed drawing. comment = priceless.

well, dat's all for 2day...if there's more i'll post it l8r on. So.......Sarawak, I'm coming soon!!!!!

corrupted cell division.

2009-03-25T15:56:00.006+08:00

kinda misses homeworks. too bored at home. come bek from school, straight away hit the bed, sleep. wake up. thinking wad to do.then flip on d tv channel. flip flip until nothing else to flip. finish flipping, of d tv. find food. eventho i noe there's no food at home, i still look for food. if i found food, i'll stare at it, thinking want to eat onot. then end up juz staring at it. then put bek d food. then sit down at d sofa. then thinking wan study onot. then take book. read a bit. then on d comp, charge my iPod, thinking wad song to dload. then etc. basicly, my life is about thinking wan do diz or wan do dat onot.

then now i thinking wad to post at my blog.................................
tadak tadak...loading thinking process.........................................
oh, i'll post abt my booring skul life.

bm no no study. cher call us do our own work. but i nutin to do. so as meiji n sarah n other miserable ppl. so..
it all started with this thingy i drew which looked like the number line thingy. i tend to weird stuff if i'm too bored. i'm sure u do too.

then got d pet society's pet body drawn by sarah.

then got peace sign, also by sarah.

this one meiji's wan. i think she misses kindergarten.

it's Tong Vfang Xien Qi or however u spell it. on top of d 'TVXQ' got 3 jawi letter, written upside-down, 'jim', 'kho', n 'ha'.

this one meiji teach me music. i dun understand. next 2 it is sarah's bestest friend since childhood. the camel whose cell division has corrupted.

sarah's attempt to draw her fb pet, but duno y end up ike this.

wavy haired gu junpyo. distorted cell division.

meiji's attempt to draw peace sign. her thumb so big.

my chicken. eating worms, i suppose? then got s*** drawn by meiji.

saw d sexy lips cow right there? it's meiji's best friend. the thingy where milk cum out wan is too large. even longer than it's legs. dat means it moves by extending it's 'false feet' n anchored it to ground. LOL. like amoeba sp. :D

new species. scientific name: horsesaurus. simplified name: horse 'r' us. oh, with d cow besyd it. busybody cow.

me n meiji's fb pet. domo-kun n doodoo. with d dragonball guy n a yelling barn.

the yelling barn.

"miki" it says. sarah's jawi handwriting. cun-ted.

my chinese lesson. i gave up.

d dragonball guy. with extended beard n moustache. two in one. joined together. n six pads muscles. n a pair of balloon arms.

overall view of one of our masterpieces.

trying to think of our band name. dun worry, bandmates, none in d list will b our band name.

haihz, got a lot more la. now i tired ady. wan go find food.
anyway, my top listed songs, well, currently :)
Tohoshinki- Wasurenaide
Tohoshinki- Bolero
Tohoshinki- TAXI
Tohoshinki-Survivor
Kim Yoo Kyung- Starlight Tears
Ashily-Lucky
n lots more...

saw Tohoshinki's 4th Japanese Album Secret Code's price ady. my eyeball dropped out. luckily i got it fixed bek. RM 195+ . but the contents r real good n worth buying. but i no money. superjunior sorry sorry much much muchhhhh cheaper. *kyuhyun sexy!!!mine! mine!* but, i'm not intrested. i wan tohoshinki's! haihz...*mourns*
buh-bye >v

pure angel

2009-03-22T19:22:00.003+08:00

haha.no more black. no more evil. now it's plain white. n a lil' pink. gyahh...ottohge..i luv pink.. btw, it's a good girl bloggie now. it's like heaven. lol. i'm so surprised to look at my blog now. anyway, tvxq fever is back again. well, to me. aren't they adorable? nwayz, here's an additional stuff i wanna share with cassiopeias out there :) it's tohoshinki's interview with Pinky magazine in japan. check it out.

Situation: I like my friend’s boyfriend secretly. We are not dating each other, but we do go out together without my friend knowing. I feel very guilty. (Ai, 21yrs old)

U-Know: Why did I fall in love with you? (T/N: Doushite song title)

Micky: Fool~~~ hahaha!

Hero: (directly): To a guy, friendship’s more important than relationship!

Micky: If she’s the girl my friend likes, I would let her go, for sure.

Hero: In order to stop myself from falling in love with her, people would do things like… for example… find out her weakness, and then tell yourself to give up etc.
Pinky: How about you, Xiah?
Xiah: As someone who has experience… I would compete with the other guy, fair and square! I can even fight for love!

Micky: But love isn’t about who winning, and who’s wrong.

Hero: Yeah I agree. For example, if I were to like Micky’s girlfriend, then I would tell him “Micky, I give up, but I want you to bring her happiness.” But if Micky were to break up with her, I will date her (laughs)… giving her happiness in place of Micky.

Max: Haiz… I always thought that, if he was my best friend, I would give up.

Xiah: Yeah, that’s Max.
Pinky: Anyone of you guys have had similar experience? Or experience with snatching girlfriends? (suddenly realises) Ah! Who’s laughing? Max.
Max: Me? No, I don’t. I didn’t, really! (worried)

Xiah: No, you did had the experience… just that you only realised it after a while…

Hero: Why is Xiah answering instead?

Max: I didn’t tell Xiah about it!

(all laugh)

Max: Even though I have had…

Xiah: I saw through your eyes…

Micky: Yes, I do. The girl I used to have a boyfriend last time. They broke up and after that, she felt really down. We dated during that period of time.

U-Know: I was separated from my girlfriend for two months last time. In the end, my friend snatched her away.

(DBSK began sharing their stories…)
Pinky: Troubled?
U-Know: I didn’t know whether or not to tell my friend the truth. I really liked her, I should yeah.

Situation: He was serious when we just started dating. But now, he seemed to be sick of me. I really want to go back to how it was like before; I want the gentle and caring him back.

Micky: Change your image. Even if it means simply changing the colour of your hair, it makes a big difference. Guys should like it a lot.

Max: Why don’t the girl try to “fall in love with other guys” for once?(The rest: OH~~~)

Micky: With you?

Xiah: Max meant that the girl should teach her boyfriend a lesson…

Hero: If she really did that and if nothing works out, then just break up. And, be even prettier than ever before!

Xiah: I understand how she feels. But it’s impossible for a guy to listen to her completely. I hope you (the girl) do understand this.

U-Know: If a girl kept on saying “I miss you, I wanna see you”… it’s going to scare a guy off. There must be a balance. Even if you’re dating, one still need their personal space… for example to calm down after a quarell. Lovers should consider this point seriously. But then again, guys don’t usually say such things out.

Micky: I agree.

Question: You guys have been living together for such a long time. What’s the secret to living in harmony?

Hero: (points to Pinky) First off, by knowing each others’ strengths and weaknesses. In this case, we don’t keep secrets from each other… it’s relaxing living together in this way. I’m lucky, I understand the other party’s personality and mood. Five of us have lived under one roof for seven years. Honestly, it’s tough.

Micky: Still, it’s sensitive when it comes to personal stuffs (troubles etc).

Hero: This is something we don’t touch.

Max: We all know even if people don’t say it out.

Hero: Yet again, if you were to let us live alone now, we can’t do that I guess. Right, everyone?

Situation: I don’t know how to do household chores, like cooking. Girls that don’t know how to do household chores… do guys dislike them? (Quan, 21yrs old)

Hero: Must do!

Xiah: It’s all right for you not to know…

U-Know: …but it’s better if you know!

Xiah: It’s wrong to think “I don’t want to do housework.”

Hero: Absolute no-no!

Xiah: If you haven’t done them before, or did it but not good enough, it’s ok.

Max: Please do.
Pinky: If your girlfriends don’t do household chores, what would you say?
Hero: You better work hard! Or simply try to. If you don’t change, and worse comes to worst… we will break up!

U-Know: I would say “Ah I wanna eat this!” or “I really love motsu pot.” or things like that. I wouldn’t tell her straight.

Micky: As long as we have someone we like, we’d learn to cook for them.

U-Know: Yeah when that person you love comes, you simply will!

Situation: I’m on bad terms with my parents. The minute we start a conversation, we end up quarelling. We can’t seem to communicate properly. (Chun, 21ys old)

Hero: How about drinking (beer) together?

Xiah: Find a chance to sit down and talk… it’s important to do so.

(All 5 nod their heads vigorously)

Max: This was what I wanted to say as well.

Micky: You want to be an obedient child, right? If you really want to be one, there shouldn’t be any problem.

U-Know: Do sports, or catch a movie together. You guys will talk naturally.

Micky: A first date with your parents!

Hero: Maybe a run in the evening with them…

(5 laughs)

Hero: You talk when you’re running together.

Max: Stay out for a while, stay on your own. This can be a solution. Separation allows one to learn how to cherish. You will cherish the times spent with your parents in this way.

Situation: He’s super obsessed with himself, he cares only about his clothes and hairstyle. It’s so not manly of him! (Na Mei, 23yrs old)

(All looks at Hero in unison)

Hero: You really think so? Not manly? Isn’t it a bit weird to say so? There are manly guys who care a lot about their appearance ah…
Pinky: (laughs) Haha… rebutting, aren’t you?
Hero: I do care a lot about my dressing…
Pinky: This doesn’t seem to have to do with one being “manly” or not, right?
Hero: Agree!

Xiah: Haiz… just break up~U-Know: Please break up…

Max: Manly or not, it doesn’t have anything to do with someone being obsessed with themselves. If you still mind, then please leave him.

Micky: You really hate him for being so obesssed with himself?

Hero: Who knows? Your boyfriend might change one day. Yeah.
Pinky: Er… why the change all of a sudden?
Hero: I need to re-think about this situation. It must be that her boyfriend is so obsessed, and yet very “unmanly” at the same time. Then again, there are guys who are obsessed with themselves, yet very manly at the same time!
Pinky: Who are you referring to?

.................................
Hero: I’m not obsessed with myself!

(All 4 looks at Hero)

Micky: This is interesting…

Hero: He must be a sissy.

Xiah: If the guy tends to be obsessed with himself, the girl would have to try to compromise. Furthermore, one don’t simply date because the other party’s good looking. They should look into the personalities.

Situation: My parents said that I’m not humourous. How do I become a person with a sense of humour? (Airisa, 20yrs old)

Max: Please imitate Xiah.

Xiah: Ah! Say a joke, no matter if it’s funny or not. Don’t bother if people laugh or not…

Micky:… but you definitely can’t laugh!

Xiah: Right! So even if people don’t laugh, it’s got nothing to do with the joke.
Pinky: Wow… some thing you have here~
Xiah: This is the key to humour. People may laugh, but if they don’t, then be it.

Hero: I’m not humourous too.

Max: Me too. I’m not someone… that interesting. So, I didn’t try hard enough to make people laugh.

All 4: Very funny, Max!Hahahahaha!

Source: 晃晃@东方家族仙后社区 TVXQFamily

(translation into Chi by花生)

Translations: heretoc@soompi

Shared By: Syeefa :D

-buh-bye-